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  1. Public Bookmark 99

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    At a party, Nicole and Jecka almost have sex, which is awesome because neither of them of will remember in the morning. But, the sun rises, Nicole remembers, and Jecka remembers, and, so, Nicole naturally pretends to not remember, and Nicole kinda wants to die (in Jecka’s arms).

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    08 Jun 2026

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    "Ouch" but written with all the 26 letters of the alphabet

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    Nicole and Jecka are not a good match.

    They enable their worst habits, hurt everyone around them, and can’t go a month without blowing up at each other. Their communication is terrible, their coping skills minimal, and their ‘solutions’ never actually fix or address anything close to the problem.

    They are, by any and all definitions, extremely toxic.

    But, really, none of that matters, because they’re gonna make it work no matter who or what they need to sacrifice to get there in the end. They’re not worth the effort? Says who? Not really for anybody else to decide, now is it?

    Being alone is bad enough.

    Being alone without the one person who really gets you, for better or mostly worse?

    Fuck that.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Yeah, just read this one, you´ll thank me later

  3. Public Bookmark 70

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    Jecka was losing her damned mind.

    She'd already had her 'sexuality crisis', more or less. She figured out her shit, put it to bed, and that should've been the end of it. Of course, it wasn't. She wasn't really questioning anything, no, that would've been much easier. So much more simple to deal with and understand and test and poke around. That would have been fine! That would have been normal, and reasonable, and understandable.

    Naturally, Jecka just had to develop a 'Nicole Crisis'.

    Which, on paper, was a complete nightmare and disaster of an idea. She could do better! So much better, and it sure sucked that she didn't want to do better than the most gorgeous, vicious, horrifying, confident, and addictive monster she'd ever met or would meet. And she knew, she absolutely knew that this was going to crash and burn instantly with zero hope of either of them living through the night.

    If only feelings were rational.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Fuck, this was better than drugs

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    Beatrice finds herself musing not over duty and sacrifice and God, but the truth of angels, if they can be created rather than summoned. If they can take the form of women with overeager mouths and careless limbs and eyes with a depth that beckons - a crooked finger, a spiral staircase - if they can be both human and not, both beautiful and terrifying.

    Ava asks, What do you want, Beatrice?

    (Tell me and I’ll give it to you. Tell me and I’ll build you a home there. Tell me and I’ll rearrange the universe to make it all fit, angels and demons be damned. Tell me it’s me. Me. Me.)

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    08 Mar 2026

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    I swear to god the authors on this fandom run on crack or something. Man was this amazing-

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    Jecka goes to college and Nicole actually maybe kinda misses her and also actually maybe is kinda really gay for her. But Nicole hates feelings and it's a hell of a lot easier to push Jecka away than it is to hope for something good.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    God I hate lesbians (the dialogue and development was on point)