Jujusant



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    Chuuya was tired.

    It wasn't the total collapse that came after using Corruption. This was different. This was a dull, aching fatigue that settled into his shoulders and refused to leave.

    Or: After escaping from Poe's book, Chuuya questions his humanity not for the first time. He gives in and calls Dazai.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 60

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    He opts to kneel halfway- take in the sight quickly but thoroughly. Why’s Chuuya still on the ground? What happened-? Did he pass out-?

    No, Chuuya is wide awake.

    Through the moon’s light, overpowering in blue, Dazai registers the trembles coursing through Chuuya’s body in waves- tsunamis. The heaving of his chest that is too quick and shallow. And the natural follow-up of that should be a deep grimace etched on his face, a wince pulling his always emotive, human expressions-

    A gasp escapes Dazai’s lips before he can help it.

    No-

    Chuuya’s face. Chuuya’s eyes. They’re entirely blank. Dull. Dead.

    Or: In one of the rare moments where Chuuya can't get himself back up, Dazai is unfortunately there to help...


    For BSD Disability Week Day 6: PTSD (+Dissociation)

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 9

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    For Chuuya, days felt like weeks at a time. And then they felt like nothing at all. A slow drag of twelve hours to ten weeks gone in the blink of an eye. Always tired, always restless, and never really clear on what all is happening. But he didn’t need to be, there was always another job to do, Mori had his best executives stacked with work constantly. And if it wasn’t Mori, Dazai would keep him busy. Honestly? Most times it was both, with little regard for the other’s demanding antics. 

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Waking up in a tank that fills him with wary memories, Chuuya is separated from the world he once called his own. Staring out at people who view him as nothing more than an experiment, Chuuya is used and discarded, stripped of his Ability and everything that made him human.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
    _______

     

    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    24 May 2026