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Don't Make a Fuss by lovedisguisedascontentment (contentmentdisguisedaslove)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
13 Dec 2025
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"Please don't!" Every squirm and cry is ignored. Left to turn to dust on Seungmin's tongue as Chan forces another finger in alongside the first all too soon. "It's hurts! Daddy, please!" Seungmin chokes on his own breath, snot bubbling from his nostrils as he sobs. "Please stop!" But that's not his safeword. Not what he has to say to get all of this to end.
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Chan and Seungmin try CNCBookmarked by Joboleez
13 Dec 2025
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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12 Oct 2025
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It starts like this: a look exchanged in a bar he went to alone. Trying to forget something, trying to remember something else. A wry smile, a hand on the small of his back.
“Can I buy you a drink?”
When has Jisung ever said no to that?
A quick drive back to campus–oh, he’s a student here, too. Maybe they have classes together. Maybe that’s why he looked familiar. Or maybe everyone looks familiar after a couple cocktails.
His roommate isn’t home. They can be loud and they are.
“This stays between us, okay? I’m just…experimenting.”
Jisung has been someone’s secret before. He doesn’t know if it’s good or bad this time, but it’s something. And this guy isn’t being cruel. He knows cruel and he knows kind and the smile he’s given after he agrees to secrecy is not bad.
Maybe that’s the booze talking, but he’d much rather the booze control the conversation than for it to be left up to him. Pretty boys have a way of making Jisung stupid.
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OR: what do you get when you mix college students, unrequited love, and secrets that were never meant to come to light? A big fucking mess, that’s what.
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02 Sep 2025
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“Woah!” Jisung said just as Minho was about to press their lips together. He pushed Minho back a little bit as he felt his heart rate accelerating. “I’m straight! I don’t! I’m not! No!”
“Oh shit, I’m sorry.” Minho laughed, putting a little space between them and taking his hand from Jisung to rub the back of his hair as he smiled bashfully.
“I don’t… Why did you think I was gay?” Jisung asked, his eyes wide and brow furrowed as he started to worry.
“I didn’t look at you and think ‘he looks gay, I’m gonna kiss him’ I looked at you and thought ‘he looks pretty, I’m gonna try and kiss him’.”
“Oh…” Jisung breathed.-
Jisung struggled to fit in, to feel normal and to flow with the rest of the world. He knew he liked women, of course he did. So why when he met Minho did everything become so much better and worse all at once?
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Or; Jisung is in denial about his sexuality, and Minho makes it hard to keep denying. So hard that it triggers a breakdown and poor decisions.
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02 Sep 2025
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Felix and Jisung, the sunshine twins. Felix showed a bright, and composed front of a man who had his whole life together and was boundlessly happy. But hiding underneath was a depth of insecurity and worry, the carefree Felix is secretly a people pleaser who is prone to self sabotaging his life. Jisung showed a playful front, hard to read and prone to bouts of anxiety. But in reality, he didn’t think too deep on issues, and what you saw, was pretty much what you got. They had maintained a strong friendship since childhood despite all their differences. Amongst those differences, none were about to be more obvious than in their approach to love.
AKA: Felix keeps running into a handsome stranger, Chan, and hopes to start a romance despite his history of being unlucky in love. And hot-mess Jisung finds a way to bypass the trouble of dating with some help from his friend Minho.
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Bookmarked by Joboleez
02 Sep 2025