Jay_Crow



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    Figuring yourself out is hard. It’s hard, but sometimes, there’s people who understand. Or: Five times the sides came out to themselves, and one time they came out to each other.

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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    Astarion has found a new lease on life, all thanks to the benevolence of the Absolute. No, living in a tower filled with cultists and having to deal with superior officers who think they can order him around is not exactly his idea of paradise, but anything is heaven compared to life under Cazador. He even gets his own room all to himself.

    At least, until one Wyll Ravengard, newest member of the Absolute's ranks, is assigned to his room.

    (In which Astarion and Wyll are swept up by the cult before the intervention of a certain magical artifact.)

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    It had ended with a parody of a wish. Astarion once would have given anything for Cazador dead. He wished it to every god that he could name. He wished it in the dark of the tomb, and he wished it in the rotting dormitories, and he wished it when people moved their bodies in his. He wished it for centuries, until the wish had become white noise to Astarion’s life.

    And then, in the year 1492, the fates, laughing at Astarion, cursed him with his wish.

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    In which Astarion keeps resetting time to find a timeline where Wyll lives with his soul intact.

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    13 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    When Verso is wounded in battle, he thinks it's a waste to let anyone take care of him. Gustave is determined to prove otherwise.

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    09 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Verso cannot Paint.

    He isn’t the original, only a pale copy meant to fill the hole that Verso left and he can’t even do that right.

    He can't paint the world for his friends like the last piece of the original Verso's soul does. But he has enough chroma to live forever. It might just be enough chroma to power the Canvas and give his friends the future they deserve, all while fixing the mistake that is Verso's existence.

    The people who love him have something to say about that.

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    30 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Verso wears many masks. For each person in his life, he finds exactly what they need him to be and becomes that just for them. He never expected to have difficulty finding the perfect mask for Gustave. No more than he ever expected Gustave to be able to see right through to the heart of him.

    (Or, Verso is forced to submit to The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known)

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    30 May 2026