JT_Zombie



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    Ilya's thoughts stutter to a grinding halt. That had been how Shane lost his virginity? A rushed, unpleasant thing, with Shane left wanting for the orgasm Jacques no doubt thought he'd delivered?

    "So anyway," Shane goes on, babbling now, "I've made my peace with it, and I should probably go to the library to study-"

    Ilya makes a very bad decision in a line of bad decisions, starting with when he asked to live with Shane after falling head-over-heels for him after their hockey coach assigned Shane to tutor Ilya in math.

    "I bet I can make you come," he says, and Shane's eyes go wide.
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    Ilya has a long string of very satisfied hookups. Shane has one very bad one, and a body that can't seem to orgasm.

    Ilya also has a crush on Shane and a penchant for bad decisions.

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    He seethes as he watches the interviewer lean in close to Ilya, smiling all Christmas-tree bright and batting his long lashes.

    Shane is going to pull the fucking plug on him.

    Being a newly presented alpha brings along a lot of new feelings for Shane.

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    Shane stares. He wants nothing more than to take off the boxers and have that cock in his mouth, moaning and drooling around it. He has to hold strong, but fuck.

    Shane's fingers skirt under the fabric of the damn boxers, nails digging into the soft flesh of Ilya's upper thigh. Ilya slams his eyes shut, eyebrows pinching together, as his breath deepens.

    "Look at me." Shane's voice is quiet, but there's a quality to it that Ilya so rarely hears. It's not his captain voice, something close to it, but not entirely. He keeps his eyes shut.

    Shane shakes his head. His hands find Ilya's hipbones, still under the fabric. Shane squeezes, fingers digging into skin.

    "Look at me," Shane repeats, voice dangerously low.

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    Shane helps Ilya with the burden of control

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    "I am surprised, Hollander," Rozanov said, and Shane felt a twist in his stomach at the pronunciation of his name, the way it changed to fit Rozanov's mouth. "I thought you were boring. But all this time you were just weird."

    "I'm not weird."

    Rozanov smiled, a shiny, white-toothed grin that made him look younger, more playful. Like during the photoshoot, that fleeting moment when Shane realized that this was what it would have been like to have a friend.

    "So you are boring?"

    Or, every risk Shane takes is a calculated one. Some calculations are easier than others.

    Or, Rookies but make it trans.

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    There is a very attractive woman in front of Ilya. A woman that wants to fuck him. His body is consciously aware of this very fact, however, his entire brain seems to neglect it, opting to scream look at what’s behind her like a screeching freight train.

    On the screen is the dark outline of a person, shot against a blinding sun. Any distinguishable features are obscured, cloaked in dim shadow. Still, Ilya knows exactly who it is.

    He would recognize that silhouette anywhere.

    Or, Ilya keeps seeing Shane everywhere — on the TV, in advertisements. It may or may not be interfering with his attempts to get laid, and also does nothing to change the fact that he hasn't seen Shane in months.

    Set during the 2014-2016 montage era.

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    Bookmarker's Notes

    This would prob go well with Cruise Control by Kehlani-READ THIS
    Oh God I was fucking right WHYYY did I have to be right
    This is like. Super angst, so read this and die incredibly emotionally
    Also, goes better with Futile Devices by Sufjan Stevens