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  1. Rec 17

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    It’s really not every day you sit in an overflowing bathtub threaded with your own blood. In fact, it’s, more often than not, a once-in-a-lifetime thing — you slit your wrists and then you’re in there for, what, five minutes? And then you’re dead. Gone. Banished, betrothed to whatever afterlife there is out there.

    For whatever reason, however, it’s been an hour, and Flux is still sitting in a bath of his own blood.

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    In other words, Flux doesn't die after an attempt; instead, he meets his guardian angel and lives a life he never knew of.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WHAT THE FUCK

  2. Rec 18

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    Zombieman has yet to accept that Child Emperor is gone. But that kid thinks of everything, and has contingency plans for everything: even his own death.

    Based off of this heartbreaking but kind of goofy scenario that opmheadcanons/Izzy_Badapple came up with.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    BLUD MADE ME SO SAD

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    Derek Hutchins survived the impossible. Now he has to survive something harder: being taken care of.

    Avery is very good at this. Derek is very bad at accepting it. They are both, slowly, figuring it out.

    A collection of soft moments set after the end of everything, grocery runs and bad Skywars games and 2am conversations and learning, little by little, what it means to just exist without the weight of the universe pressing down.

    Whatever you do at the crossroads, keep going forward.

    They did. This is what comes next.

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    03 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SO CUTEEEE

  4. Rec 52

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    “There’s nothing for you here.” His voice is flat, as if set on his mind, but his hands, shaking ever so slightly, give him away. Though his face is still mostly obscured, Avery can tell from his body language that Derek wants to turn tail and flee, the only thing stopping him being the consequences that would arise from it. There is a tension in his jaw that speaks volumes, and for a brief, absurd moment, Avery wants to run his thumb over it, smooth out the creased, shuddering parts.

    He inhales sharply. Now is not the time for that.

     

    In which, on top of everything else, Avery and Derek happen to also be neighbours in real life.

    And while Derek doesn't think much of it (lies), Avery seizes this chance to finally save the man he barely knows from a fate worse than death (and hopefully, selfishly, get to know him a bit more in the process)

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    03 Apr 2026

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    And they were neighbours….

  5. Rec 54

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    "You’re literally a boomer trapped in a twenty nine year old’s body," Avery said one afternoon, sprawled across Derek’s minimalist sofa. He was trying to explain the concept of a ‘floptropika’ while Derek stared at a spreadsheet. "Like you’re genuinely giving grandpa, man.. You need a hobby that isn't… whatever this gray box on your screen is."

    Derek didn't look up, but his pen paused for a fraction of a second. "It’s a budget, Avery. Something people use when they aren't spending their entire paycheck on steam games on sale that you’ll never even play."

    What Will Avery do when his life is turned upside down? And the peaceful life that he's living suddenly vanishes.

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    31 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fuck this is sad