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    "Almost a year of stolen moments, of hooking up every time they get the chance, of Shane yielding more and more of himself, of Ilya being more and more free and greedy with his touches. Always pushing a little further, always desperate for each other, always indescribably better than anything else ever has been, ever could be. And then the aftermath, holding Shane while the clock ticks down in his head, how many more seconds can Ilya allow himself to stay before he has to creep out into the night like the thief that he is.

    For tonight, the clock has run out. He’s stolen enough seconds of Shane’s warmth and sweetness. If Ilya stays any longer his secret will bleed out of him, Shane will realize that Ilya shouldn’t still be here or the words Ilya is always thinking in these stolen moments will pour out of him and then Shane will know and things will probably be over between them. And Ilya can’t give up what he has of Shane, even though he wants so much more. "

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    In the first year that they're hooking up, Shane goes into subdrop as Ilya is leaving. Somehow, this is the best thing that ever happened for their relationship.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    The words sliced through Ilya’s confusion. His own voice from over a week ago, echoed in the sudden, ringing silence of his mind: “You can have sex with other men when we’re apart.”

    No.

    No no no.

    Ilya blinked rapidly, fighting back the hot press of his own tears. The sheer, utter wrongness of it all was suffocating. Shane, on his knees, apologizing for being hurt. Shane, calling himself a burden. Shane, begging for the bare minimum of affection because he thought… he thought Ilya wanted this.

    (or, what happens when Shane does go and sleep with another man and utterly breaks because of it)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Then, Ilya pulled away. Shane let his eyes flutter open.

    He was met with hooded blue pearls. The Alpha’s pupils were blown wide, and Ilya was giving him a look. A look of… adoration, affection… a look of–

    Ilya stared at Shane as if he were the Alpha’s mate.

    And just as easily as he had let himself slip into a world of blissful nothingness, Shane’s entire world came crashing down.

    His stomach churned, the color drained from his cheeks. His pupils shrunk back down and his last breath remained clogged in the depths of his drought of a throat. The Omega’s head was suddenly beaten to a pulp, his brain smoosh and his thoughts a whirlwind of regret. He was sinking, he was falling. He couldn’t– he said he wouldn’t. He promised himself–

    No. No, this couldn’t be.

    It was all going so fucking wrong.

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    Shane accidentally goes into a panic heat and subdrop simultaneously after leaving Ilya on the couch

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    06 Jul 2026

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    When the season ends, Shane Hollander decides to hole up in his cottage after winning his fourth Stanley Cup and coming out, not knowing that someone other than his parents and closest friends knows the location of his sanctuary.

    Ilya Rozanov is 29, has a ton of money, and way too much time on his hands, which is a dangerous combination for someone with his personality.

    OR: Ilya Rozanov loves Shane Hollander. He loves him deeply. He loves him so so much that he built a beautiful home designed solely for the two of them. Now, all he needs is to meet Shane in person, and to do that, he must kidnap him first.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.

    Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.

    It doesn’t go well.

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    03 Jul 2026