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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.” — Matthew 26:41

    Or: Ryan finds Naim alone in the church, and neither of them leaves any holier than they came.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    After Cuba, Charles decides there are memories he cannot live with.
    So he does the one thing he has always believed he wouldn’t.

    He erases Erik.

    When Erik finally stands in front of him again, expecting anger, expecting conflict—expecting something—he is met with nothing at all.

    No recognition. No memory. No trace.

    Only the quiet, unbearable realization that whatever they were to each other…
    Charles chose a world where it never happened.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    What happens after the barn.

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    “What happens if we never get out of here?” Niall asks.

    “I’m going to off us both at least twelve more times,” Ruben tells him, just to make him laugh.

    Niall does laugh, rolling his eyes. “Fuck you,” he says, smacking Ruben on the arm. “I’m not worth at least thirteen murder-suicides?”

    “Maybe if you’re lucky,” Ruben says.

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    10 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    They both go still for a minute, breathing through it hard as they settle into the weight of what they’re doing. After all this time, what they’re finally doing.

    It hangs there between them, huge and ugly, ripped open like a raw nerve, this unacknowledged thing they’ve danced around for decades now laid bare in the way Niall can feel the throb of Ruben’s heartbeat inside of him like this.

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    (They fuck in the barn. They die in the barn. One way or another, it was always going to end up like this.)

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    09 Jun 2026