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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    After a late-night knock on Port Mafia property, Akutagawa finds the last person he expects bleeding at his door. Atsushi insists he only needs time to heal. Akutagawa insists on cleaning the wound anyway. What follows is not comfort, not forgiveness—but the dangerous recognition of scars that do not come from battle.

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    Or,
    Atsushi heals.
    Scars remain.
    Akutagawa notices.

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Chuuya has been pulling away for months. Dazai, reading the coldness and the distance, decides to cut the cord before he can be the one left behind. He presents the divorce papers, expecting a fight, a screaming match, anything.

    Instead, Chuuya just signs them.

    What Dazai doesn't know is that the distance wasn't a lack of love. It was a barricade. Chuuya is fighting a terrifying, progressive battle against his own failing body, and he would rather lose his marriage than let Dazai watch him waste away.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Post Corruption patch-ups were both the best and worst. For one, Chuuya couldn’t fight Dazai because of his extreme fatigue and aching body, but on the other hand, Chuuya felt more vulnerable which only fed into the panic. 

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    Chuuya has medical trauma, and Dazai has to patch him up.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    When Ryuunosuke has a COPD flare up, Gin goes to Atsushi for help.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    Dazai helps Yosano care for a very sick, bordering-pneumonia-Atsushi after a near-drowning. He's not sure she's the kind of person he wants to be with for an extended period of time like this - she reminds him of someone he doesn't like to think about.

    Sicktember 2024, Day 12: "You're not fine, you're throwing up/coughing up a lung."

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    18 Jun 2026