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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Okay but,” Ilya doesn’t know where he’s going with this “but what is it? What is wrong?”

    “I wish I had a better answer for you.” She takes a deep breath before she continues and again, Ilya can tell she really does feel bad. “I can tell you a lot of people have one seizure and it just… never happens again. His trauma history complicates that a bit, but we have more tests to do over the next few days that’ll paint a bigger picture.”

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    Shane navigates a post-traumatic epilepsy diagnosis

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Silently, so silent it was almost impossible, Shane Hollander carefully removed himself from his & Ilya’s queen bed. The thoughts racing around his head were disinhibiting, rendering him nearly stupid, but one sentiment was frighteningly clear: he could not let Ilya know about this.

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    Shane gets his period out of nowhere & panics, Ilya comforts him about it.

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    06 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ilya made him anxious, in a good way, he thought? Or excited. Or nervous. Probably all three. He’d always had trouble differentiating those feelings. They all kinda overlapped and gave him the same swirly feeling in the pit of his stomach. But this time it felt good? It didn’t feel dangerous to him like all the other times. He liked the kind of anxiety Ilya gave him.

    Ilya didn’t have anxiety. He was the least anxious person Shane knew. If he ever felt nervous about anything, he never outwardly showed it. He never had to talk himself out of a panic attack. He just always was so calm. Cool. Level headed. Always had a solution for everything. It was exactly the kind of presence Shane needed in his life. Which is exactly how he created his new coping mechanism.

    In his head, he called it What Would Ilya Do? Everytime he was faced with a situation he wasn’t sure how he was going to manage, he’d ask himself, WWID? And usually, the answer was either so ridiculous or so cut and dry, he’d figure it out before it was a big issue.

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    Shane devises a coping mechanism for dealing with his anxious thoughts centered around his favorite person

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Holy shit,” Barrett yelps. “The Metros plane went down.”
    The room comes to a stop, the buzzing energy of a win quieting, but Ilya barely hears him, still too caught up on Shane messaging him through Instagram. They have barely talked since their fight. What could he have to say on Instagram of all places?
    … What did Barrett say?
    Ilya blinks.
    A plane went down. The Metros plane?
    That cannot be true. Ilya must have heard wrong.
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    Instead of Ilya’s plane going down after their Boxing Day fight, it’s Shane’s. Ilya breaks down in the locker room, assuming the worst. When he finds out Shane is alive, his next assumption is that Shane will be mad at him for outing their relationship to the Centaurs. The team helps him get to Shane though, and all of his fears are put to rest.

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Ilya has a thing for car sex. He has a thing for any sex, really, but car sex is something he bugs Shane about. Often.

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    4 times Shane and Ilya fuck in one of Ilya's cars + the 1 time they fuck in Shane's car.

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    01 Jul 2026