Hellobibi



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    Sam was just a small child when his mother died in a hunting accident. His uncle, Dean, disappeared the same night and wasn’t seen again. Darkness ascended upon Sam’s life. His father, stricken by the trauma of losing his wife, became an alcoholic. The alcohol brought the worst of him to the surface. John was the walking nightmare Sam couldn’t escape from. Violence was a constant guest in their house. Sam had to learn to rely on himself and somehow, he survived.

    Now, sixteen years old and still living in darkness, Sam is trying hard to hold on long enough to graduate and flee to college. John’s addiction has reached a point of malevolence, but one fateful night changes everything. Lost in the forest during a storm, having run from the abuse, Sam meets a wolf who seems able to understand him. He instantly feels drawn to the animal by some invisible force. The wolf helps Sam find home and they go separate ways. But Sam can’t stop thinking about the sentient animal and decides he wants to see it again. The mystery begins.

    This is a story about loss, secrets, reunion, and love. Spiked with a shot of supernatural elements, sex, and the turmoil of growing up.

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    For countless seasons, Dean has dwelt in the mountain, protecting the people in the villages below, cursed to be both the protector they needed and the monster they feared. This protection came at a price.

    One little life is such a small sacrifice for peace and protection, really. Unless you're the one whose life is required.

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    A day after Ilya asks Shane if he’d marry him when they turn thirty, Ilya’s mother dies. Within a week, Ilya and his family return to Russia, leaving behind nothing but an empty house next door.

    Eighteen years later, Shane stumbles across a comment on his Instagram that brings back a flood of memories, emotions, and feelings that he’d thought were long buried.

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    In 2006, the Hollander family billeted a player to the Ottawa 67s - Ilya Rozanov, a 15 year old Russian Bostonian with a hockey talent to rival Shane's.
    Years later, they’d once again share a team, and a home: Boston College.

    “Why did you choose Boston? It’s not like you couldn’t have gone anywhere else.”
    Shane remembered his surprise at Ilya’s commitment. The college didn’t exactly fit Ilya’s predisposition.
    Ilya looked thoughtful for a second, underneath the tumult.
    “Other than the obvious? I don’t know. I think I just felt like this place was where I was meant to go.”
    Shane understood that.
    Ilya nudged him. "Now you. Why are you here, Canadian boy?”
    The corner of Shane’s lip raised, and he shrugged.
    “I wanted to be more than hockey. At least, for a little while longer.”
    Ilya’s eyes locked on him, and a small smile reset the lines of Ilya’s face. “You couldn’t have done that in Canada?”
    Shane laughed lightly. “Sure, but Canada didn’t have you.”
    Ilya looked down at the ground, and didn’t look back up as he spoke.
    “The NHL didn’t have you.”

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    After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.

    As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.

    A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.

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