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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Siffrin asks Loop a question. And who are they to refuse?

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    19 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    The loops are over, but Siffrin's suffering, unfortunately, is not. As they try to navigate their deeply changed mind and the unexpected issues that arise as a consequence of their trauma, they're aided by their family, their new experiences, funnily enough, the broken doll they took from Dormont.

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    17 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Now that you’ve bowed out from the play, you see the whole picture; what you yourself were too blinded to see. The wish you and yourself made all those loops ago, thousands and then hundreds, expands inside of you like a pair of lungs; beats inside of you like a breaking heart. It’s as impossible to forget as the light bursting through your face and stinging your eyes.

    All you needed to do was swallow your cowardice.

    All you needed to do was tell them.

    And now that the answer has all but forced itself down your throat, the words would mean nothing coming from your non-mouth.

    (While Siffrin is in the House, Loop has nothing but their own thoughts to keep them company.)

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    01 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Siffrin's allowed to sleep in again. It's quiet and lonely when waking up alone though.

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    22 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    HAH!! You get it! You really get it now!!

    You will never get to die! You will never get to rest! Never! You could take your dagger to your throat a hundred, thousand more times and it would never mean a damn thing!! Your suffering means nothing; YOU mean nothing. You are going to be trapped in this stars-forsaken prison, LOOPING and KILLING and DYING and ERODING UNTIL THE END OF TIME!!!

    Or maybe—maybe you’re already dead! Maybe this—the sunny meadow, the fleeting touch, the victory, hesitant and hopeful and warm in your hands finally, finally, finally—is all just your own personal hell!!

    Your limbs shiver, violently, freezing from the inside out despite the bright sun that logic tells you must be shining so lovingly in the distant and fuzzy world of the living which exists beyond the brim of your hat. You wish you could feel it. You wish you could be real. But you know, you know, the sun cannot warm you. You are detached, other. 

    (you don’t remember what the sun feels like anyway)

    (can’t miss what you don’t remember ever having~!)

    Your throat constricts like a noose.

    For some demented reason, you laugh. 

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    07 Apr 2026