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"You're serious?" Eddie manages, voice quieter than he intends. "I don't- I wouldn't even know what to do, man. Just- hold it there?"
He hears Buck's breath catch even through the crackly line. "Yeah. Or you can, like, roll your hips, grind against it. Or you can ... do little rotations with your wrist." A pause. A lengthy, pregnant pause that should indicate that Buck is about to say something insane that shatters Eddie's world, but Eddie's apparently naive enough to think this is still at least a semi-normal conversation until Buck says, "I could show you."
Eddie's stomach does a somersault, heart suddenly thundering so loud he can barely hear himself think. "What?" He croaks out.
"I could show you, it's - it's… not a big deal. It doesn't have to be." He's not sure which one of them Buck is trying to convince with that. "Just... a guy showing another guy how to get off."
or: Eddie is struggling to keep up with his sex drive after starting T. If only someone else could lend a helping hand.
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Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
19 Jun 2026
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See, Eddie wasn’t some kind of traditionalist. He didn't care about old-fashioned gender roles. He didn't think omegas belonged stuck in a kitchen, and he didn't think alphas had to be the absolute bosses of everything. But he did believe in instincts. He believed in the natural order of things and what a body was meant to do.
And looking at Buck, Eddie drew his own quiet conclusions: Buck was living in the wrong shell. He was miserable trying to force himself into the alpha mould, running himself ragged trying to live up to a biology that didn't fit his soul.
Buck would be so much happier, so much better off, if he could just be an omega.
In which, Eddie helped Buck become the omega he was meant to be.
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- Part 5 of Sunny's Alpha!Eddie/Omega!Buck Week 2026
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17 Jun 2026
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He’s not stupid. It took him some time — years — but Eddie’s half certain that, should his patience snap one day, should he lean in across the way one night when it’s just the two of them, should he palm at Buck’s jaw to bring his face closer and kiss him on the mouth, Buck would kiss him back. That’s not the problem.
The problem is that Eddie’s gonna ruin it.
He’s ruined every other romantic relationship in his life. If it happens with Buck, Eddie knows neither of them will come back from it.
These days, he’s content with having Buck the way he does now. He may succumb to weakness, sometimes, like he just did in the kitchen, holding Buck like that, but Eddie’s willpower is the stuff of legend. He’s happy with his place in Buck’s life. He can play the part of codependent best friend, dad who stepped up, platonic soulmate.
The main issue here, really, hindsight twenty-twenty and all, is that Eddie really misses being a husband.
or: five times eddie, willing and knowing, acts like buck's husband, and one time he. well. you can guess where this is going.
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16 Jun 2026
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ch. 3/6 BANGER WRITING STYLE AND CHARACTERIZATIONS AND FIC PREMISE WE STAY WINNING
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"The fuck are you doing?" Eddie says.
"Thought you were gonna show me princess," says Harley.
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Someone exclaims in the background, but Buck’s voice cuts through louder when he asks, “You… you want to borrow my…?”
“Flashlight,” Eddie supplies with patient emphasis. It is not, strictly speaking, a leap of faith to assume Buck of all people would have one, but he did move recently, so— who knows what’s still lost in Packed Box Limbo. “Please tell me you have one I can use.”
“I…” there’s a lengthy pause on the other end, Buck’s voice weak and tapering off at the end. “Y-Yeah, okay.”
Or: Eddie just needs to borrow some tools. Fleshlight, flashlight, what’s the difference? The distinction has never been more illuminating.
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
15 Jun 2026
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smiling at the sun because life is so beautiful
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"You're going to break a tooth if you clench your jaw any harder."
Buck flinches at the sudden noise and looks up to find Eddie lingering near the edge of the coffee table. He clearly just rolled out of bed and wandered out here from the bunk room. His hair is a mess. His t-shirt is creased and a little rumpled. There's a comfortable quality about him, or maybe that's just Buck seeking warmth and reassurance by looking at his fiancé.
"C'mon," Eddie says through a yawn as he walks over to the couch. "Lemme sit."
a thunderstorm, a wikipedia deep dive, and buck and eddie being so in love while on the clock
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
15 Jun 2026
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we love a good wikipedia trail in this house <3
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“He doesn’t sleep.” The sentence ripped out of Buck before he could stop it. Tears threatened to spill as he brought his hand up, waving it around like it could solve all his problems. Admitting to his failure made him feel like a monster. “We’ve tried melatonin, tea, extra bedtime stories, exercising— Nothing works. Nothing works and Eddie, I am so fucking tired.”
Pathetic. He was pathetic. Almost every new parent went through a phase where their kid barely slept. Everyone else could handle it, including Maddie and Chim, so why couldn’t he? How did they push through feeling so beyond sick, that left and right and up and down all looked the same?
Earlier, he swore he saw the version of Daniel he saw in his coma dream lurking behind him. Did they see ghosts too?
A soft thumb ran over his cheek. Buck couldn’t stop himself from leaning into it.
“Baby,” Eddie whispered, soft and oh-so-concerned. In no universe did Buck deserve him. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
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Or the one where Theo has kept Buck awake for four days straight, and Eddie won't let him fall any further.
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- Part 14 of Buck + Eddie
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
15 Jun 2026
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Eddie simply cannot know that he is currently naked. That would be catastrophic.
“Um, I— did you need anything? I’m kind of in the middle of something,” Buck says, which. Okay. That did not sound convincing. He adds, “I can call you back in ten?”
“I thought you just woke up?” Eddie says, and, fuck— Buck did basically say that.
Carefully, he says, “I did.”
“So what were you—?”
God, this is mortifying. This might be the worst thing that’s ever happened to Buck, and he’s been caught in, like, four natural disasters. And also struck by lightning. And had a fire engine fall on him. He even dated (he shudders at the thought) Tommy Kinard.
“Eddie,” he says. He doesn’t know what else to say.
“What? If you need to pee you can just mute yourself.”
“Eddie, that’s not—”
“Then what?” Eddie laughs. “If you’re still in bed, you can’t ha— oh.”
Or: Buck answers the phone in the middle of jerking off. For some reason, Eddie asks him not to hang up.
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
08 Jun 2026
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we <3 phone sex in this house :pray: :pray: :pray:
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Eddie touches Buck a lot.
It’s a thing they do, has been for years, and it’s not a big deal. Eddie’s an affectionate guy. Side hugs and arm grabs and that move where Eddie steers him through doorways with a hand on his lower back.
All of which Buck has never spent any real time considering because it’s just Eddie, it’s just how he is. Eddie touches people and Buck just happens to be the person standing next to him most of the time, so it’s aimed at him most of the time. Proximity and frequency, that’s all. A coincidence.
They’re close. They always have been. So what?
All that being said, there is one thing Eddie doesn’t do.
Eddie doesn’t kiss Buck.
Or — didn’t. Past tense, until about thirty seconds ago, when Eddie leaned across their table at the diner they’re currently eating at and pressed his mouth to Buck’s cheek like the kiss was just another item on a list of things he was doing that afternoon.
Or,
The totally natural and platonic long-term friendship escalation of kissing your best friend on multiple parts of his body without explanation.Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
30 May 2026
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“How do people have sex when they have kids?” Buck continues, knowing he’s whining a little bit, but he’s pent up, and Theo came into his life without warning so he didn’t have time to mentally prepare for everything it would entail. Namely, what it would mean for Buck’s sex life.
Eddie’s face is kind of red, but he says, in that matter of fact way he always does, “Theo’s asleep right now.”
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30 May 2026
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Something changed for him in New Mexico. On his knees in the dirt, cradling Buck's head, Buck's dirty hair against his palm and his pulse thudding against Eddie's fingers, which he couldn't pull away even though Buck was awake, smiling dazedly under the blood and the bruises. Something changed then. Cracked open. He could patch it up, probably. He's good at that. He's done it before, plenty of times.
Under his hands, Buck breathes, warm and alive.
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28 May 2026
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'I have a cock,' Eddie says without preamble as soon as Buck has closed the door behind her.
Buck smirks, 'oh, so you’re packing today.'
She's already reaching and Eddie takes a step back.
'No. I mean, I woke up just now and I had a cock. Flesh and blood.'
'Strange sort of wish,' says Buck, relaxing against the mostly empty shelves along the wall, and it's clear from her tone she thinks Eddie's joking.
'I didn’t wish anything it just materialized,' Eddie gestures redundantly at her groin and Buck raises an eyebrow.
'Come on, what's going on, I don't get it?' she says.
'I mean,' Eddie grits out, 'I went to sleep in the bunk room and I woke up with a penis. Literally.'
'Oh,’ Buck stands up straighter, ‘can I see?'
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25 May 2026
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an oasis in a desert.., ily author thank greatly
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They don’t keep too good records in Iowa, at least not in the part Radar’s from. His birth certificate comes back from the hospital saying Walter O’Reilly and a little M right where it’s supposed to say F.
He thinks maybe he prefers the M as he grows up.
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Eddie is hustling at the pool table and Buck has some feelings about it
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25 May 2026
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Buck feels—
There's something wonderful about kissing someone. Sex was good—not that they'd had it—but it was great. But kissing? It was like stopping the world for just this one little epoch of time, like everything else faded out of existence around you. Every loud thing in your brain fades, and all you can feel is how you slot together perfectly. Like this person was made from the same star stuff as you, so everything about them was your perfect fit.
They'd never kissed before, but they naturally fall into the perfect slotting of lips.
Buck loses time like this, locked with Eddie—the damp of his skin pressed against Buck's uniform, the warmth of him bleeding into Buck.
Fuck, it is so warm.
Eddie pulls away abruptly, and Buck whines at the disconnect.
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Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
25 May 2026
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How is Buck here?
“Eddie,” he says again, and it is his voice.
It’s his intonation, it’s his timbre, it’s the same way Eddie’s heard his name come from this mouth hundreds, thousands of times. The sound of it is a salve to his injuries, and it pulls a sob from deep within his chest.
His relief is short-lived, soon swept away by heartrending clarity, because he can’t be hearing this voice. He can’t be hearing it because Buck can’t be here. Buck is somewhere in the building, a few floors away from Eddie, who’s still suspended mid-air in an echoing shaft, stuck in-between.
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
23 May 2026
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Gagged (positive not literal) truly does not even begin to describe it I feel like this fic opened up a door to an entirely different universe and just beckoned me to step inside, and in that world it is possible to read with my very own eyes gorey sex that isn't sex that sex WISHES it could be, and yet there is no sex, and there is only monstrous levels of repressed longing and interest and these things can exist for my good friend Eddie Diaz, and he can have these moments and resent Buck for not literally sticking himself inside of Eddie's open wound when he's at his most vulnerable and ngl Eddie is such a convincing narrator in this I lowkey was resenting Buck too like what the hell man?? Stick your fingers and also your tongue in his stab wound!!! Do it now!!!!!!!!! This is incoherent because I am absolutely scrambled after reading this in a way I have seldom experienced I can't even explain it to you just read this fic for the love of god
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Shipment by rutobuka
Fandoms: The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Hobbit (Jackson Movies), The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien
06 Jun 2026
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Bilbo is hitching a ride on a dwarven cart back to Erebor, and accidentally takes a peek at some interesting wares ordered by Queen Thorin. (Comic)
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
23 May 2026
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1/3 chapters. 1000000000000000000000000000000/3 rating. God I love women and also fanartists and also women again
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It was once impossible for Eddie to swing so close to the sun. Now, suddenly, he finds himself craving the warmth. He wants to dig deep, commit to these thoughts and their natural conclusion beyond the single apple bite. It’s a softer reality now — not cruel, not scary, easier to swallow — and it’s happened almost overnight. When exactly did Eddie become capable of such a thing? He can’t be sure. Maybe it was just that he was getting older. Maybe he was becoming more comfortable living the life he had built for himself with love and care and people who dispensed those feelings back to him, people who never judged him too harshly. Maybe it was merely a case of checks and balances; the freedom of knowing that once everything is gone there will be nothing much left to lose.
Whatever the reason for this revelation, it hardly matters. The wingspan of Eddie’s longing broadens with his search. And before Icarus ever fell, at least he flew.
Salvation comes for Eddie in the form of a misplaced camisole, a forgotten tube of lip gloss and a gay cowboy bar called Butch & Sundance. The rest is fundamental.
(OR: It's hot in Texas. It's always been hot in Texas.)
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
21 May 2026
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“Buck,” Eddie rasps, still staring at the straining shape of his cock in his uniform pants. His free hand reaches up to tangle itself in Buck’s shirt, his grip surprisingly strong given the state he’s in. “You’re—”
“I’m sorry,” Buck rushes out. Eddie licks his lips and then flinches when Buck’s fingers flex accidentally, twitching against the delicate, sensitive edges of his wound. “It’s— it’s the adrenaline, I’m so sorry, I—”
Their chests heave in unison. Buck fights the urge to squirm under Eddie’s gaze, hot and knowing, sizing Buck up like a cut of meat. He pretends like he’s not doing the same.
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Eddie interrupts. “Well,” he says, turning fully to their waiter, “today’s kind of a special occasion, you see.”
Sven smiles. “Someone’s birthday?” He looks between Buck and Eddie.
“It’s actually, uh, our anniversary,” Eddie says, reaching out a hand to place over Buck’s.
Buck chokes, even though all the bread is safely in the bread basket.
or, buck wants a free tiramisu. eddie has a tried-and-tested plan to get it.
Bookmarked by Grangers_apprentice
17 May 2026