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    When Troy Barrett first mentioned to Ilya that he and Harris had to disclose their relationship to the team management, Ilya couldn’t understand why it would matter. “The team has policies about this stuff, they don’t want to get sued or anyone to think I’m getting special treatment.” Troy tried to explain. “Everyone is ok with it, but we just needed to tell them.”

    When the team had to complete mandatory anti-harassment and discrimination training a few weeks later, the topic came up again. Any personal relationship that may be perceived as a conflict of interest must be disclosed to management.

    “Do I need to tell them?” He asked Shane that night. “I know we play for different teams, but I don’t know…”

    Or… Ilya and Shane each tell their coaches that they are in a relationship with another player. The two conversations go *very* differently, and Shane is forced to deal with the consequences. But he doesn’t do it alone.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    It has been a long time since the funeral of Ilya’s father. It has been an equal amount of years since Ilya has last seen his older brother. He has put his life in Russia behind, as much as he possibly can, and has found a new life in Ottawa with a great team that loves him and his husband.

    Ilya thinks he might be the happiest that he has ever been. That is until the ghost of his Russian past shows up at the Ottawa Stadium’s door.

    OR: Andrei shows up at the Ottawa Centaur Stadium and Ilya learns just how much his team loves him.

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    30 May 2026

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    "All I want," Shane tells him, voice so low it's barely more than a whisper, "is to grow old and gray with you. You don’t get to take that away from me."

    "What if I'm never fixed," Ilya protests. "I stay like that. Don’t get better."

    "You will," and his lover makes it sound so simple, the truth of it may as well be woven into the very fabric of the universe. "Your life isn't your own anymore, Rozanov. If you want it back, you'll have to pry it out of my cold, dead hands, do you understand ?"

    No, Ilya doesn't. But by God, does he want to.

    --
    or, Ilya has spent most of his life suffering at the hands of his brother and yeah, sure, that sucks. He won’t pretend otherwise. But it’s also just pain and at the end of the day, Ilya’s used to it. It’s fine. Honestly. All fine. Until one day, Shane introduces him to the somewhat revolutionary concept that it’s really fucking not.

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    29 May 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    29 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander sends the "We didn't even kiss." text, it is not a mistake.

    He meant it, he meant what he said and he meant what he said after.

    If Ilya Rozanov is to fucking care free to even kiss him, there is no point of keep doing what they do.

    He needs to end this.

    Ilya can't let that happen, he can't lose Shane.

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    26 May 2026

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