FreedomOfTheMoon



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    “If I didn’t know better,” Ilya had drawled, mostly teasing, as Shane pressed adoring, apologetic kisses into his shoulder, after a hard night out a few months back. “I’d think you were embarrassed to be with me. A first for me. I will try not to let it wound my pride.”

    “You’re pride is fine,” Shane griped out of habit and then had nuzzled closer, held Ilya tighter because he hated that he could make Ilya feel that way. “I’m sorry. I know I do it. It’s hard for me after so long. I love you so much, it scares me shitless sometimes.”

    Shane's working on letting go of the control that's kept him and Ilya safe for the past ten years. The fact that he's Shane Hollander means that he's got a plan. The fact that he's with Ilya Rozanov means that plan involves fucking him stupid. And for once, Shane's kind of ready to be the one who drives Ilya out of his mind.

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    Ilya was just making a suggestion. A selfless one, really. If Shane wanted to sleep with other people, he didn’t think it was fair to try to stop him.

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    Shane is ready to come out to Hayden.

    Hayden is thrilled his friend is ready to tell him about his autism.

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    “Can I ask you something?” Shane says one night.

    Ilya is scrolling on his phone, occasionally turning the volume up slightly to enjoy a video. Shane, nestled into his side on the couch, is reading A Comprehensive Guide to the NHL’s Most Beautiful Goals.

    Ilya puts his phone face down, pressing a noisy kiss to Shane’s hair to signal that he has his full attention.

    “Of course. This is what boyfriends do, yes? Ask questions? Give answers? Blow each other on the couch?”

    Or: A quiet night at the cottage with two very newly minted boyfriends.

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    They’re in bed, spooning in the afterglow but still connected. Ilya’s face is red, his eyes half-lidded. He looks almost drunk, feral and raw. Shane feels like he’s melted into the bed and never wants to leave it. Like he could lie here, claimed and had, for the rest of his life.

    And then there’s a knock at the door. He recognizes the pattern, which is a blessing and a curse both. Tap–ta-tap. The way his father always does.

     

    Or: David drops by a few hours earlier.

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