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    A series about mental health, found family, and systems that don't work.

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    A collection of Hollanov stories inspired by Noah Kahan's The Great Divide album because it's so them (esp. Ilya).

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    Shane never thought it would come to this.

    What once was a warm, fuzzy feeling of love in his chest, now was a mellowed, sharp frost encompassing his heart. He didn’t mean for it to go this far, to get this bad, but some things are destined to happen and some things are inescapable.

    His leg was shaking, a rhythmic thump thump thump where his feet met the hard wood floor. His hands lay clammy, buzzing against the sheet of paper on top of the cluttered oak desk.

    He really needs to clean this mess of tissues, pictures and stationary. He needs to bin the tissues and pack away the pictures and stationary into boxes where they will join the lines of cardboard in the moving van outside. But right now, all Shane can do is stare at the words “DIVORCE AGREEMENT” written in a harsh, bold, bland font. He never thought he would have such a document in his hands.

     

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    after months of quietly falling apart, Shane and Ilya have separated and are heading for divorce, trying to keep it hidden from their teammates at Wyatt’s wedding, the looming legal deadlines force them to confront their mistakes and issues. Is it too late, or can they find their way back to each other?

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    29 Jun 2026

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    “Here he is,” Harris stops them in front of an office door, which is slightly ajar. Harris swings the door open to reveal Shane Hollander.
    “Hollander?” Ilya blurts out, unable to hide his surprise. Shane looks the same in a lot of ways, with the same shiny black hair, large brown eyes, and appealing dappling of freckles across his cheeks. He’s wearing a t-shirt, some piece of Ottawa Centaurs merch. Shane Hollander is just as cute as Ilya remembers him to be when they were sending each other heated looks across the gym in Los Angeles.
    “You two know each other?” Harris asks, looking between the two of them.
    “We were drafted at the same time,” Shane explains quickly.

    Ilya is traded to Ottawa in 2018 where he finds Shane Hollander working for the Centaurs as the team's nutritionist.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    28 Jun 2026

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    The last thing Ilya thinks before the plane crashes is "I would have always chosen you, Hollander."
    The first thing Shane feels when he meets Ilya is curiosity.
    Everything in between is a love story told in opposite directions.

    Or:

    Shane's story is told from the beginning. Ilya's is told from the end.
    Eventually, they meet in the middle.

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    One day I was singing "See I'm Smiling" from The Last Five Years in the shower and thought
    ...what if I told Shane and Ilya's story like this?

    And then this *gestures around* happened.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander never meant to hire the cocky Russian trainer his teammate J.J. raved about. But one look at Ilya Rozanov—curly-haired, smirking, built like sin—and Shane was lost.

    From their first session, Ilya pushes every one of Shane’s buttons: infuriating him, commanding him, touching him just a little too long. The workouts are brutal, the banter sharp, and the private sauna sessions… dangerous. Before long, Shane finds himself caught in a dynamic he’s never dared imagine, but one that might just be the fulfillment of his deepest, most secret fantasies.

    When real feelings start burning hotter than any workout, Shane has to face the truth: he’s falling hard for the one man who might only see him as a toy.
    Now he has to decide—risk everything to find out if Ilya feels the same… or walk away before his heart takes a harder hit than his glutes ever did.

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    27 Jun 2026

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