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    “Maybe—maybe Lily is sleeping,” she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. She’s bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. “And you should be sleeping too, mister.”

    “He’s not sleeping.” Shane flares his nostrils—another gesture Yuna hasn’t seen in so many years. “He’s waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. He’s—he’ll be so worried.”

    Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesn’t pick up?

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    or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “I think you are silly all the time, but not for this. Do you want to?”

    Shane felt like he had whiplash, especially because he had found it increasingly hard to concentrate once Ilya’s hands had started roaming his hips and brushing his thumbs under the hem of Shane’s shirt.

    “Want to— what?”

    Ilya pulled him forward in one smooth motion. Their hips were flush together and Shane could feel his own erection bumping against Ilya’s. 

    “Do you want to fuck me, Hollander?”

    based on the prompt: it's shane's first time topping a man. he tries not to cum as soon as he gets the tip in (it's okay if he fails)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “And is that what you want?” Do you want me? Are you sure you want me? “To be together?”

    “So much,” Ilya’s heart split in two. It was hard to keep the hope inside. “So much it scares me.” Shane finished. 

    I’m scared too. I’m so fucking scared of so many things, and I can’t keep it inside anymore. And I’m scared of what happens when it comes out, and I can’t handle this anymore. I can’t keep it inside. 

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    A scene analysis of their I love you's and the sex afterwards.

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    What if the first time they do it without a condom, Ilya is so overcome by the sight that he licks it all clean? And afterwards, he has to explain what felching is to Shane

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are looking into options for starting their family, but there is something Ilya needs to tell Shane first.

    Something he hasn't told anyone before...

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    03 Jun 2026