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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    "Fucking hell, Bambers, you were born for this. That was the issue - ain’t meant to be a da, meant to be a mam."

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    It becomes a routine, falling asleep with Ruben breathing on his neck.

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Am I your type?”
    “This is ridiculous, Ruben”, Niall tries to laugh it off. He probably looks stupid instead.
    “Just answer the question”.
    “I– this is inappropriate to ask. We are brothers”, he stumbles on his words, and his ears are burning.
    “Not blood-related. Say we never lived together under the same roof as kids. Hypothetically speaking. So?”

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    Set after the scene in the hospital in ep.4, but here Niall has already come out to Ruben.

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 78

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    The sidewalk bit into Niall's thrashing body like teeth. Every deep breath sat cold and dry in his lungs, every muscle drawn painfully taut beneath Ruben. Their limbs tangled frantically as they fought to overpower each other.

    They writhed on the ground together like a dance without music, its disjointed rhythm bordering on intimacy in spite of itself.

    or: what if Ava never came outside?

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    06 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    They both go still for a minute, breathing through it hard as they settle into the weight of what they’re doing. After all this time, what they’re finally doing.

    It hangs there between them, huge and ugly, ripped open like a raw nerve, this unacknowledged thing they’ve danced around for decades now laid bare in the way Niall can feel the throb of Ruben’s heartbeat inside of him like this.

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    (They fuck in the barn. They die in the barn. One way or another, it was always going to end up like this.)

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    06 Jun 2026