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    He remembered nothing. After the first few weeks, he asked to be called James.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Her face is warm but neutral—she is a kind person, he thinks, but also a professional. She would not think twice about killing him if he tried to strike. “My name is Ayo,” she says.

    He hesitates when he realizes she is waiting for him to respond. He doesn’t deserve the name Bucky anymore. He still answers to Soldat—the way a beaten dog answers to a jerked chain, but it sure as hell can get his attention in a hurry. But that’s no name for a person, and he is determined to become one.

    (In Wakanda, two wounded soldiers begin to heal.)

     

    Featuring Bucky & Ayo friendship and a million and one Stucky feels. Fic complete.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Steve comes home early from a mission and catches Bucky in the middle of a private moment. That gives Bucky an idea.

    (3K words of silly, kinky, loving smut to distract me from the trashfire that is 2020.)

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Sometimes, he wakes in the middle of the night, his mind torn between Bucky Barnes and the Winter Soldier.

    The lapses in control are terrifying - until he finds that Steve has the ability to soothe both sides of his broken psyche.

    When Steve dominates him, it gives the Winter Soldier a set of orders to follow, whilst reminding Bucky just how loved and safe he is in Steve's hands.

    Turns out that losing control isn't always a bad thing...

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    09 Jun 2026

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    He swallows hard, struggling with himself one last time and losing. “I need your help,” he manages to whisper, voice cracking.

    The air in the room immediately changes. The wound up tension drains out of Steve, his posture and voice going soft. “Sure, Buck,” he says, cautiously moving back toward him. Bucky can’t move, his arms locked tight around his knees, and he can’t lift his gaze higher than Steve’s knees either. Steve pauses when he’s still a few feet away, squatting down and angling his head in an effort to see Bucky’s face through the curtain of his hair. “Anything. What do you need?”

    It’s everything Bucky can do to hold still, every cell in his body vibrating with the need to throw himself into Steve’s arms. He opens his mouth, but his throat sticks and he has to swallow again before he can force the words out. Slowly, by sheer force of will, he drags his gaze up to meet Steve’s eyes. “I need you to fuck me.”

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    09 Jun 2026