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Come Full Circle by Denzer
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
13 Feb 2021
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Ben hasn’t done this since he was seventeen and hanging out with the wrong crowd, with his fathers' car and a desperate need to prove himself. But he needs to prove something now and this is all he has.
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08 Jul 2026
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Tldr . Rey is breaking up with Ben in the car on the way home. She feels it's too intense and one sided.
bens like nah I'm the one really out of control. Car does a flip. He has a wedding ring in his pocket. Car sex and get accidentally proposes. She says y -
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She shouldn't have touched his hand. Following the events of The Last Jedi, the Force bond forged between their minds hasn't broken as expected. She senses him in every unguarded moment - a glance, a flicker of black cloak, a whisper against the silence of hyperspace. Even worse, he's in her dreams. Implied Reylo at this stage. Rating for later chapters that are likely to evolve from here.
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07 Jul 2026
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Not really romance . More musing and pre relationship
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Black Gloves, Orange Soup by Solia for KKetura
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
13 Feb 2018
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While the dwindling Rebellion starves, awaiting their chance to attack a First Order supply vessel, Rey is trying to keep busy repairing the lightsaber. As luck would have it, her Force-bonded rival Kylo Ren is knowledgeable on the subject and keen to help, but he is also very... distracting. Written as a gift for KKetura for the Reylo Valentine's Exchange - hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it!
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07 Jul 2026
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So good. Feel very in lore but also a bit softer.
Lots of yearning and want. Ust
Tldr . Resistence is starving. They have a plan to steal first order supplies . Force vision and kylo is eating soup. Reys working on the light saber. He let's her eat the soup and helps with the lghtsber. All trying to explore to limits if the force like if she touches something or what they can see.
Mentions the good and the bad of kylo and him trying to get balance.
They almost kiss but kylos like I gotta earn it.
Tell them the supply drop is a trap bit tells her something else to stop them from starving. Then the force splits the apart.
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Perfumed in Obsession by SecretReyloTrash (BadOldWest)
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
30 Dec 2019
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Ben owes Rey a favor from a porn shoot between them gone wrong; but neither of them wants to admit it’s already been repaid in full. Because that means Ben could stop assisting in Rey’s Live CamShows any time he wanted to. But an accidental appearance during a stream has her audience demanding more of the mysterious “Kylo” and they have a new role for her assistant in mind. littlemissnobody and Kylo Ren are considered a match made in heaven, but what does that have to do with Rey and Ben catching feelings, and facing some demons along the way?
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05 Jul 2026
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This is a character study. But I do not understand it myself but I love it. It's so foreign but I'm sure it's real and lived to somebody. I can't understand the motives or perspective at times but I enjoy the depth of emotional turmoil.
Some good deep therapy writing here too.He wants to interrupt that he would never call her a whore but she seems to want an engaged discussion, not a stalled one.
So do you think, that with everything you earned for yourself, that you do deserve, by the way, is what makes you incredibly cautious of this happiness someone else gives you?”
Alright,” she sighs again. “I respect your choice. I do. I just…I have a lot of anger towards Star Destroyer. That’s part of me I can’t ignore and I need you to understand. It’s a skeevy company that treated me badly. Is that enough for you to stop trying to make me make you quit? Am I allowed to express my issues with this without you thinking I’m controlling you?”
You are not betraying that kid who didn’t have anyone take care of her by turning down a couple thousand dollars on principle. Yes, it would have bought food that could have fed that kid. But that kid grew up. She survived without you magically time-warping back to take care of her. That’s all we can ask for sometimes. And that kid is still you; and you took care of yourself the best you could. You now have the right to say no. You have the moral obligation to say no and set that as the example for her. It’s the only thing you can do for yourself back then, now. You do not have to go back and compromise your principles so that kid you once were will never have to. It’s too late. She’s grown. There is no going back to where you came from with what you’re earning now. You earned it. Forgive yourself.”
No one was coming back for that broken little girl in that empty, angry house. Not even herself. Coming to terms with that was finally ending the fantasy that someone would climb in and save her. She already had.
’d like to have coffee with you sometime, and talk about this more. This is more of an existential question than a proposition, I hope you know, I appreciate your candor and you’re much more open than I am about these subjects. Rey and my conversations have a...personal context. And I’d like varying perspectives.”
m sorry.”
“Weird thing to apologize for,” he looks carefully into her eyes, “Not being ready. That’s nothing to be sorry about.”
“I'm not ready,” he croaks out, and it’s so gentle and shy that her heart breaks. “Not like this.”
“You don’t have to be ready,” she cups his chin. “You don’t have to be anything at all. It’s okay.”
She tucks her face into his shoulder with a little whimper. He strokes her back, moving the paused laptop out of the way.
“Nothing to be embarrassed about. Nothing to be ashamed of. But baby,” so quick, she’s on her back and pinned underneath him, “you have to tell me why.”
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“The new girl, is what he called you." His voice drips with amusement from the other side of the curtain. "She thinks herself a little Jedi. Won’t allow anyone to touch her. Pushes them away with the Force.”
Lying flat on the table, a raw shiver courses down the entire length of Rey’s spine. This same voice has whispered to her through so many dark dreams, both waking and sleeping—and now it is here. Right before her. So near—but it could be even nearer, couldn’t it? If he would simply lean through the curtain. If he would just lower his lips to her ear, the way his shadow does every night in the safety of her sleep—if he would press his mouth to her skin and murmur all the ways he plans to ruin her for anyone else—
“But you’re letting me touch you," he says softly. "Why is that?”