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    Once, years before they got their shit together, Ilya had spent a very boring physical therapy session thinking about what it would be like to fuck Shane in front of an audience. To have that beautiful, infuriating boy in front of everyone, to have everyone able to see him fall apart.

    It had seemed hot then.

    Now, having seen Shane actually fall apart—seeing him tear down the shroud he’d kept up, the perfect smile, the bravery—the very concept makes Ilya feel sick to his stomach. Everything inside him is razor blades and churning vodka and Svetlana’s awful skincare concoctions. He didn’t know.

    After Shane blows up at Troy, everyone has some thinking to do. Nobody has a great time.

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    Ilya tries to get Shane to be friends with Troy. It goes horribly.

    AKA Shane crashes out at Troy

    Chap 2: Shane and Rose talk about fame and rage

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    After the game has ended, Ilya gives the Toronto player from earlier a smug grin. “I can tell you why,” he says.

    The guy scowls. “Why, what?”

    “Why Hollander came to Ottawa.”

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    Or, five times Ilya explains Shane to others, and one time he doesn’t.

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    "I don't know, I only just noticed, I didn't—"

    "We would've heard if it fell on the dock, right? The clunk?"

    Shane's heart broke a little, because it meant Ilya had finally come to the same realization as him.

    The crucifix was in the water.

    Ilya’s chain breaks without him noticing. Shane comes to the rescue.

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