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    Chained In The Dark:

    I’m the son of the son of the witches you failed to burn…
    The problem with old gods… is that you believe that they are sleeping. That as you curl into your blankets or build your churches, you soothe yourself that they are simply old stories, more myth than substance.
    You’re half right.

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    “Would you come with me?” Simon asks quietly.

    “Where?”

    “Back out to sea.”

    A sharp needle of pain zips up Johnny’s earlobe at his words. He winces, features pinching, but he doesn’t wrench himself away like he would have done before. Johnny lets Simon hold him, leans into the familiar chill of his fingers, hoping it’ll chase away the throbbing pain.

    Johnny laughs through it. “I doubt yer captain would be all that welcomin’ of a siren aboard his Jolly Roger.”

    The crease between Simon’s brows smooths out. “But if he was?”

    Johnny smiles sadly, watching the way Simon’s eyes glint with that pirate greed. That hunger.

    Simon is a fool. A sweet, kindhearted, gentle fool of a man and a shitty excuse for a pirate. The thought makes Johnny’s heart clench painfully in his chest.

    “Aye,” Johnny says, meeting Simon’s eyes. “I would.”

     

    OR: The countless times Johnny unknowingly aids a pirate captain, and one time he saves him.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Whatever Ghost was expecting when he looked at Soap's sketchbook, it certainly was not a catalog of dicks.

     

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    Ghost finally lets Soap draw him.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ghost has been hard at work tackling his aversion to touch since the 141 came together. He’d been irate the first time Soap and Gaz tried casually throwing an arm around him. He had felt repulsed, nauseous, scared…

    Warm. Comforted.

    It took him a few weeks to admit to himself and his therapist that physical touch was a love language he has been severely starved of.

    Thankfully it’s a language that his squad is annoyingly fluent in. More often than not he loves being close to his team now.

    Only Soap has this strange ability to make him crave more, though.

     
     Featuring Ghost with a PTSD induced temperature regulation issue and Soap, who wants nothing more than to be used as a personal heater.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Three things he hated most in life:

    Noise. (Especially Scottish shouting at the crack of dawn).
    Unnecessary Proximity. (Shoulder checks, grinning faces invading his personal space).
    John "Soap" MacTavish.

    ​(P.S.: Med school is hard, okay? Let me heal by making Ghost purr. Enjoy the biological chaos!)

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    11 Jun 2026