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kill yourself for recognition (kill yourself to never ever stop) by likes_koolaid
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
05 Aug 2025
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By mid-July, Buck was eleven and watched a kid crack his head open on the concrete. His parents rushed in, pressed a towel to the blood and kisses to his forehead, scooped him up and rushed him off.
That night Buck climbed high into the tree, higher than he ever had before, and he let go.
For a moment it felt like he was flying.
or, in the wake of the lawsuit, Buck writes suicide letters and Eddie opens the door before he can leave them
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leave your body, leave your mind (don't you know you're out of time?) by likes_koolaid
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Aug 2025
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When Evan was five, he drowned at the bottom of his neighbors pool. Someone pulled him out and breathed life into his lungs. Three minutes and seventeen seconds later, Evan's eyes shot open, a lung full of water spilling from his mouth.
When Buck was thirty, the sky crackled open and struck him in the chest. Someone pulled him up and beat life into his heart, three minutes and seventeen seconds after it stopped.
or, Evan Buckley just never learned how to stay dead.
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Buck swipes his tongue over his blood-splattered lips, the metallic taste lingering on his tongue. Something sharp pinches the back of his hand, and he waits for the familiar, almost comforting sensation of pain medication to begin to flood through his veins.
The pain begins to recede to a more welcoming ache, though it continues to ripple across his pelvis in small waves. Buck’s body slumps against the rubble as the last of the adrenaline begins to leave his body. His vision swims in and out of focus, but one constant thought manages to break through the fog.
Eddie.
He needs them to know.
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OR Buck gets hurt when Eddie's in Texas and makes everyone promise not to tell him.
Bad Things Happen Bingo - Long-Term Recovery
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- Part 3 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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Thundering footsteps come down the hallway, bust into the room.
Eddie, pausing at first in the doorway, then eyes bursting wide in shock. He jumps to Buck’s side, hand warm and heavy across his back.
A guttural sound comes from deep in Buck’s chest–not a scream or a groan, something instinctual and animalistic, a rabbit as the wolf's teeth dig into its neck.
"Buck? Holy shit. Buck, Buck, what did she give you? What did you give him?" Eddie shouts.
"Mom?" Buck whimpers.
or, Margaret Buckley has munchausen by proxy
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- Part 2 of preacher's daughter
- Part 3 of buddie au's
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It was his day off, Buck was heading out for lunch with Maddie when a devastating highway pile-up changes everything. Trapped, injured, and fading, he makes one call—unaware that Station 118 is already on its way.
But when the team arrives, they realize the unthinkable: Buck is one of the victims.
