Chaotic_Mesh
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Unknown Pleasures by Chaotic_Mesh for androidsdreaming
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
19 Jun 2026
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Part of the HSAO3 Anonymous Fic Challenge.
Olly is willing to do anything to get his band some stage time.
Set in 1979/80 Manchester, at the New Wave music scene. Period-appropriate attitudes, so please heed the tags.
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55 Days: I'm Not Perfect (But I'm Trying) by cadeira, Chaotic_Mesh
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
23 May 2026
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While David is not busy drinking, arguing with Nick or being jealous of the Spring brothers' relationship with Julio at Sarah's 50th birthday party, he's texting his new(ish) girlfriend.
This is her story.
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Charlie's workplace has a new AI system. It's name is NICK.
That's it. That's the summary.
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10 Days: English Summer Rain by Chaotic_Mesh for roo_writes
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
01 May 2026
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Charlie Spring isn't having the greatest day. He's been editing Monster Porn (aka, MoPo) all week and he really doesn't need to get home soaked because of some summer rain.
Or maybe that's exactly what he needs.
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Dreams of Past Bodies by Chaotic_Mesh for androidsdreaming
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
01 Apr 2026
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“Hey Mum.” David tries to keep the nerves out of his voice.
His mum hums in question, her eyes still glued to the window and the dark clouds over her garden.
He doesn’t know how to ask what he needs to, but he has to try. “Do you remember when I was a kid… Did I used to shapeshift a lot?”
Or: David finally asks Sarah about his childhood and confronts moments that have shaped him, quite literally.
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- Part 2 of Shipwrecks and Sunshine
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85 Moments of Forever: A Heartstopper Countdown by AegoBi, angiejm, bbxreezy, Beeslouisee, BeezusRed, Bi_panic_actually, bishyreadytocry, BluestJM, CadburyOreo, cadeira, Chaotic_Mesh, CharliesJumperStash, charownick, Chescr, chocolatefreckle, Coach1305, Coach1305 (orphan_account), Coach_Drabbles (Coach1305), csheartstopper, Doozy4Ever, DustyZenobia, erinthelibrarian, flyingspaghettimonstera, fruitlooprowan, gayforjoelocke, haarrisdroover, HappySappyHippo, HatcherK2, henry_amargosa, hereforhsfanfic, Horny_sparklez (rainbowheartmug), HS_Obsessed, Idril, j8tt, JayHSNCjakob, kaalee, kedinart, kingdomfaraway, L56895, Lockerberry, MagicalDancer37, MarzelGrimm, megelator, Mikki999, NellieSayzBork, Noangel1983, NotACactusCow, Nynoa, Oatsiexx, OlderSisterMagic, Osemaniac, PerfectGraveyard, phlimsical, PhoenixSpring, PinkCopperHeartstopper, planttaxonomy, Pocketfamily, PupDearCanu, Radclyffe, Red_Letter_Days, rileys_words, roo_writes, roo_writes_admin (roo_writes), Sheeeeeeeep, shybluemoth, Skasi6, songbird3724, SpringBloom94, Spud37, swise, Tee_85, thankyoualiceo, TheIrishGirl, thoughtthedormouse, TK2nd, TwoBeatHearts, VasterEmpires, VroDo, warpaintandpixiedust, X_rayLady, Yojfull, zillygoose, zippydoodaa
Fandom Heartstopper (Movie 2006), Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
27 Jun 2026
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Shipwrecks and Sunshine by Chaotic_Mesh
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
01 Apr 2026
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HSAO3 Sapphic Season April 2025 by alannaiona, benwvatt, CadburyOreo, Chaotic_Mesh, Chescr, chocolatefreckle, Coach1305, emmyarcher, fan_girl_energy, Growlstreak, haarrisdroover, Horny_sparklez (rainbowheartmug), L56895, MarzelGrimm, Moo_my_will, phlimsical, Pikelet, Pocketfamily, Polkadotkat, rileys_words, roo_writes, roo_writes_admin (roo_writes), roo_writes_HS (roo_writes), rowden, shootingforthestars, Skasi6, swise, Swoog, thehiccupingbanana, TK2nd, TwoBeatHearts, Yojfull
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Loveless - Alice Oseman
26 Apr 2026
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Blush by Chaotic_Mesh, Skasi_drabbly_bits (Skasi6)
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
22 Oct 2024
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- 144,345
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PhDolly by Chaotic_Mesh, Skasi6, Skasi_drabbly_bits (Skasi6)
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
03 Apr 2025
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2009 Brian Molko wakes up in his old apartment, meeting himself back in 1996. He always did have a thing for people that look like him.
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“How do you always know what I’m thinking?”
“You’re easy to read, Edwin Paine,” he darts out a tongue to lap at the blood on his split lip and grins like he’s proven a point when Edwin follows the motion with interest. “You wear your heart on your sleeve, no matter how much you try not to.”
“I think,” Edwin tries, but the hand around his neck is tight. He closes his eyes, because he likes it and because he really shouldn’t. “I think you look too closely.”
“At you? Always.”
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Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
31 Aug 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Edwin's letters are sent without his permission, giving him and Thomas the second chance they needed to stop being afraid of each other. Beautiful, gentle, visceral at points.
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Wunderkammer, noun. Translated from the German as wonder room and more commonly known in English as a cabinet of curiosities.
HELP WANTED: Maintenance Worker (late hours)
Seeking a person of steady disposition and keen intellect. Generous compensation. Room and board available upon request. Not suitable for those possessed of a delicate constitution or nervous temperament. Mechanical aptitude a must, fast runners strongly preferred. Priority will be afforded to candidates with no dependents or other living relatives. Applicants may report to Mr. Edwin Payne, acting head curator and recondite warder of the London Athenaeum.
Office hours: 11:30pm – 5:30am, Mondays only.It’s the weirdest bloody job interview Charles has ever done.
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- Part 1 of Wunderkammer
Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
13 Aug 2025
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The cabinet of curiosities of my dreams. An eerie story of a place full of magic. Amazing storytelling and beautiful art.
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heartbreak is one thing, my ego's another by artemisadore
Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV)
06 Jun 2025
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“What in the world do you think you're doing?” Edwin asks, hands on his hips in the way Crystal says makes him look like a ‘cunty British Karen.’
This startles the man into dropping the shard of glass onto the pavement with a clink. “Fuck! Can't a guy trash his fucking ex's car ‘n peace?”
Edwin, for some reason, is startled by the man's appearance. The first thing he sees are black-lined eyes the color of honey, the golden hue almost glowing in the streetlight. Edwin’s love of mysteries, unfortunately for him, is only rivaled by his love of pretty boys. And while his plan to confront the vulgar vandal was not exactly fool-proof from the start, Edwin realizes he has severely miscalculated how the rest of this interaction would go, because the vandal is fucking gorgeous.
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Edwin is a grad student who is sick of his friends trying to help him get over his crush on Charles by setting him up on dates. Thomas is hellbent on destroying his cheating ex's car right outside Edwin's window. And Edwin is having none of it...until he learns that Thomas' ex is actually Simon, his first-boyfriend-turned-bully.
Edwin needs a fake boyfriend. Thomas needs an alibi. What could possibly go wrong?
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- Part 1 of please please please
Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
10 Aug 2025
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The beauty of vulnerability. The Catwin fic I never knew I wanted: troubled pasts, explosive beginnings and a slow and deep emotional journey courtesy of Thomas trashing his (and Edwin's) ex's car.
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Even Charles can appreciate the subtleties of the choreography: Fire is boisterous, with great, choppy gestures, Water is in a blue outfit and flows gracefully, Earth stays close to the ground, with sure, stompy movements. It's Air, though, that captivates Charles’s attention: the boy is tall and graceful and pale, and seems to float, his feet barely touching the ground, showcasing astonishing feats of skill and athleticism. He spins and jumps so high, it seems as if he has wings.
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Charles has an epiphany during his sister's end of term performance, falling head over heels for ballet dancer Edwin.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
23 Jul 2025
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Punk boy Charles sees ballet dancer Edwin perform and it stirs new feelings in him. Delicious angst, delicious smut and allllll the feels ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥