13 Bookmarks by CatWin83

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    That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.

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    A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Kent’s arm slams against a locker, body angling until he’s blocking the exit. “What, you’re suddenly too good for us?”

    Shane is fucking tired. It was bad enough dealing with snide remarks all game and his shoulder still twinges from a suspect slam into the boards. The last thing he wants to deal with is a belligerent Dallas Kent. “Try scoring a goal next time and I might change my mind.”

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    The world ends. Somehow, Shane has to keep going.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Sometimes closure is accepting that there is none

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    “Why’d you do it, hmm?” Ilya asked, pulling his face away from Shane’s entirely, holding him in place by the neck as he tried to chase his lips. “Wanted to get my attention, even though you know you’re the only person to ever have it?”
    “‘M sorry,” Shane murmured, pouting over at him. “You just look so good when you’re jealous.”
    “Suck my dick,” he said quietly, lifting his eyebrows as he kept Shane in place.
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    At an Irina Foundation charity gala, a donor flirts with Shane. Ilya is so jealous that he needs to remind Shane exactly who he belongs to.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    It’s just sex between rivals until Ilya kisses Shane’s forehead and Shane reacts like it’s a declaration of war. Trying to act normal becomes impossible when Ilya flirts with another girl and Shane gets possessive fast. Cliff and Hayden finding out should have been the only following disaster, but between growing rumors about Hayden and Cliff dating, a blackmail recording that could destroy both their careers, and feelings they can no longer pretend away, Shane and Ilya are running out of ways to convince themselves this is only about sex.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    19 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    From Lily: Can I kiss you goodbye after practice?
    From Jane: I’ll egg your car if you don’t.

    “Oh my god, you really are just a smitten kitten over your Jane, aren’t you?”
    “Hush, Sveta.” (...) “Do not call me cat names, I am not a–”
    Chime–chime. Shane texted twice in quick succession and Svetlana clapped her hands crowing with glee when Ilya blushed dark red, his face flooding with color.
    “Fine.” (...) “Fucking meow, or whatever.”

    I will show you how to do this good.

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    "And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”

    “Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.

    “A doctor. For omegas.”

    That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”

    Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”

    He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”

    Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”

    “But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”

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    hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!! aka a fuck or die where shane is on suppressants for far too long and calls ilya for help with his terrible horrible awful no good impending heat - but the circumstances and the yearning are magnified by like a billion times <3 yay!

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again. 

    “Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."

    “That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”

    “No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.” 

    “Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”

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    03 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 65

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    After firmly establishing that her husband is bisexual, Jackie can tell that Hayden maybe wants something more with Cliff Marlow. It's frustrating when both men are so emotionally stunted they can't do anything more than share awkward texts. Good thing Jackie can bully them into using their words like good little communicators.

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    Chapters:
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    29 May 2026

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    “Do you want to fuck Svetlana?"

    Shane dropped his phone. “What? No. Are you fucking crazy?”

    “I am not crazy,” Ilya said. “But I would like to be fucking. Maybe both of you. At once.”

    “Too bad you only have one dick then,” Shane said, incredulous.

    “My innocent sweet boy, Hollander. Never had a threesome before?”

    “I could barely handle one girl at a time,” Shane confessed. “Much less two. Because, Rozanov, I am gay.”

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    Ilya and Svetlana propose a threesome for old time's sake. Shane learns that sometimes, experimentation can be very, very rewarding. An exploration of identity and desire and, ultimately, being true to yourself.

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    25 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 72

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    It's Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander's first All-Star Game together since the cottage, and Ilya isn't sure he'll be able to keep his hands off Shane. Spoliers, he doesn't.

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    23 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 48

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    14 May 2026

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    “You know what that sounds like, baby?” Yuna said carefully. “You could lose—”

    “I don’t care!” Shane snapped. “Let everyone think I’m a slut, a whore—I don’t care! I don’t fucking care about my reputation—or, or endorsement money! Don’t tell me I need to represent—”

    “No, baby,” Yuna interrupted softly. “I meant hockey. You could lose hockey.”

    Hockey.

    Shane froze.

    Hockey had run in his blood since he put on his first pair of skates at four. Hockey shaped his brain. Hockey was why he ate, why he moved, why he dreamed. Hockey was how he made a living, how he found joy when he was free. Hockey connected him to everyone he loved. Hockey was what he was good for. Hockey was his name.

    Hockey was the purpose of Shane Hollander’s existence.

    Tears ran silently down his face.

    Inside, he felt strangely hollow.

    “I… want him back,” he managed to choke out. “I need Ilya back here with me. I NEED him safe.”

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    Ilya was outed at the worst possible time – when he was in Russia. There was nothing they could do to save him. Except one.

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    14 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 64

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    Slice of life stories of post-retirement Shane and Ilya with their daughter Eva, and eventually their grandson!

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    12 May 2026

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