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    Good riddance, he thinks. Or maybe feels obligated to think. He’s not sure. It feels like a natural thing to think about a brother who hit you and insulted you and extorted you for most of your short, miserable time together. He’s thought about it before, Alexei dying. The life he lived had not been conductive to longevity.

    I am the last Rozanov, he thinks, and that is an emotion he can parse, finally: closure. Like setting the last piece down in a puzzle.

    It’s only after the first puff of smoke escapes his lips that Ilya remembers Alexei’s daughter.

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    Two years after he gets married, Ilya Rozanov receives the news that his older brother has died.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s uncle arrives from Japan for Shane and Ilya's wedding, which becomes complicated in ways Ilya does not expect.

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    01 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    He blamed the league for the monster in his chest, the one that wanted to sink it's claws into Hollander’s neck, to see the red crescent marks that would be left when Ilya would finally retract his hand—only when Shane was spluttering and out of breath. He blamed the fact that they had been shoved into each other’s faces as young as seventeen for the intense burning flare that would explode in his chest every time he saw a glimpse of those dark doe eyes and freckles—a burning that wasn’t anything remotely close to hatred no matter how hard he had tried to convince himself otherwise. He blamed every single fucking person that hyped up their rivalry for the fact that all he wanted was to see Shane’s teary eyes as he plowed into him, making those little punched out *uh uh uh* sounds Ilya heard in his fucking dreams. 

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    Ilya explores his dominant tendencies through Shane and falls in love along the way (or, probably, was just in love all along)

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    01 Jul 2026

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    The codependent, childhood best friend’s version of Shane and Ilya, where Shane speaks Russian and Ilya is his personal guard dog (he bites). These two grew up close and only grow closer through the mutual discovery and nurturing of Shane Hollander’s love of pain, delivered specifically by the hand of Ilya Rozanov.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.

    The confession hurt more than he expected.

    “A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”

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    30 Jun 2026