Buzzkillforlife
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Ryan and Naim are roommates at PortBridge Academy, a religious boarding school, where they run in different crowds, study different subjects and have different ways of living.
They do not get along. But Ryan has always hated Naim slightly less than he should.
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27 Jun 2026
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Ryan and Naim have been best friends and roommates for over a year now post-highschool. Only problem is; Ryan has a boyfriend, and he’s coming to stay with them for a few days. But while his boyfriend is here, Naim is discovering that he himself has romantic and sexual feelings for Ryan that he clearly isn’t meant to have.
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26 Jun 2026
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Ronan had always known he was gay.
He may not have known it in words, but the thought was always there, pressing somewhere in the back of his mind, waiting until Ronan was ready to fully reveal itself. When he did put words to the music playing mindlessly in the back of his mind, he kept it to himself.
Ronan told himself that he wasn’t embarrassed, or ashamed. He pretended that he was just waiting for a better time to make himself known, if there ever was such a time. Ronan thought that maybe his life would always be too full of dead fathers and night terrors to have room for such nonsense ideas as sexualities. Whatever excuses he came up with for hiding himself, it was all the same: he was afraid.
Or,
5 times Ronan came out to the Gangsey, and 1 time Adam did.
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19 Jun 2026
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Adam doesn’t know what he wants, and Ronan wants whatever he can have.
(AKA, Ronan Lynch’s meditations on true love.)
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come hold me 'neath the water's skin by cathedralight
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
27 Feb 2025
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"Relax, I just noticed."
"And brought it up," Adam said.
"Do you think I fucking care if you can't swim?" Ronan blew a ragged sigh. "It just surprised me. Jesus fuck."or: In the month of September, Adam and Ronan bury a body. Adam learns how to swim. Ronan performs a baptism.