Bluejay141519
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- Men's Hockey RPF (11)
- SEAL Team (TV) (10)
- Call of Duty (Video Games) (10)
- Formula 1 RPF (9)
- 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020) (5)
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“Man down!”
Trent snaps his gaze to the side, fear sliding down his spine at Ray’s panicked call. In the brief second he has his eyes off of their shooter, he’s able to see the prone form of Clay, and knows it’s forever going to be seared into his brain.
He feels sick as he provides cover fire. This can’t be happening. Jason just lost his wife, they cannot go home and tell him they lost his rookie, too.
(Alternate ending to s02e05 "Say Again Your Last".)
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- Part 10 of Night
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It’s been four months since Soap found out exactly how bad stims affect him. Four months since the 141 had the worst scare of their life, thanks to a miscommunication of epic proportions.
Four months, and Soap is finally, finally getting his personal space back. (Sort of. Not really. He doesn’t mind all that much.)
Four months, and Simmons is casually talking to him in the mess hall after training with the rooks, mentioning something about their old TO coming back to base, when Price, Ghost, and Gaz all freeze up.
Which is a little weird, because— well, for two reasons. One, because that’s just a weird reaction for the 141 to have in general. and two, because—
—because Soap doesn’t remember ever having this guy as his training officer.
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- Part 2 of Smoke Screen
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They’re moving, they have a plan, and then a couple of fuckwits literally decide to blow up that plan.
More importantly, they decide to blow up Bravo.
He’s screaming at his team, reaching for Clay who’s on the other side of the small space between cars. He shoves Sonny at about the same time Clay shoves Brock, forcing their brothers to the ground. Jason’s foot catches, or maybe Ray pushed him from behind, but he ends up on his knees going to his stomach.
He looks up and Clay is still standing.
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Or: Clay deserved a better ending. Alternate ending to episode 6x01 "Low Impact"
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- Part 9 of Night
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Save him, Roach screams in his head. Save him like you saved me. Save him like he’s saved you, like he’s saved all of us.
Bring him back, so I can tell him I’m sorry.
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Two years. Roach has been MIA for two years when Simon finds him.
Two years and three months before Roach meets Soap.
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He really, really cannot do this anymore.
His head is all over the place, emotions swirling around that don’t even feel like his, making him feel things that he doesn’t even understand. It’s had him off kilter and despite how hard he tries, he can’t keep Raqqa inside the box he's stuffed him in.
Clay is telling him to send it, he has the shot he needs to take it because if he doesn’t, and this man gets away, then Ray is the reason that they don’t successfully decapitate the heads of the Las Sombras cartel.
Then Ray’s own ability to operate is going to be questioned even more, then Bravo is going to be responsible for another bad op and they’re not going to have a team for Jason to come back to.
.An alternate ending to the barn scene in s4e10, with a whole lot of Ray angst.
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- Part 8 of Night
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SEAL team whump fics.
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Soap learns that stims have a certain...negative affect on him.
Later, he learns that something in his past is the reason why.
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Hockey Team Bed AU's
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Sonny wanted to throw Clay his first real party with Bravo.
Instead, Bravo accidentally speed-ran drunk feelings, trauma, and bathroom duty. In hindsight, getting Clay this plastered may not have been their brightest idea.
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- Part 4 of Clay Spenser’s Alphabet (An A–Z Series)
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21 Jun 2026
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Set somewhere in late Season 1 - early Season 2.
A nasty virus hits base, and Clay makes the mistake of assuming he can handle it alone.
Bravo disagrees. Clay later discovers that being taken care of might actually be harder to survive than the flu.
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- Part 3 of Clay Spenser’s Alphabet (An A–Z Series)
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20 Jun 2026
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It was a successful mission. But on the ride home, the silence is broken by a voice only Bravo can hear. Clay Spenser is an expert at lying about being fine. Keeping up the act gets a lot harder when your team can literally hear your thoughts.
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19 Jun 2026
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This story sets in early Bravo-era rookie Clay.
Clay: gets shot, gets stabbed, says nothing.
Bravo: absolutely not.Series
- Part 2 of Clay Spenser’s Alphabet (An A–Z Series)
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18 Jun 2026
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This collection of short stories is a bit of writing practice, because I have been cursed with the ultimate double whammy: hating to post unfinished works, and yet struggling with being unable to finish many of the fics I attempt to write–a problem so bad in fact, that 95% of everything I have started writing with the intention of posting still lives, unfinished, in the depths of my computer files. These are based on the Whumptober 2025 prompts, but I am not writing them in order, which is why you may see placeholder chapters. My aim was originally to finish all 31 stories and forever conquer the almighty curse, however due to life happening I will be leaving it at 10 chapters (if I get more time, and more importantly if the hyperfixation continues, I will attempt to finish).
All events portrayed are fictional and, while I have taken effort to make each story as realistic as possible, my work is not intended to correctly represent the lifeguarding profession and/or appropriate first aid.
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05 Jun 2026