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    Dean has spent most of his life drifting between one-horse towns, drowning himself in short-lived pleasures and the certainty that no one ever stays.

    Until he finds himself with a bullet buried in the gut, deep in a desert that the locals claim is cursed - that once you go in, you don’t come back out.

    He’s saved from bleeding out by a handsome stranger, but as they trek through the inhospitable wilderness together, it turns out that the only thing worse than being stuck in the desert alone, might be to be trapped there with someone you can’t trust.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    There were moments that changed the course of Dean’s life drastically: his mom dying, carrying his brother to safety, his first solo hunt at 17, reuniting with Sam, going to Hell, and his subsequent rescue, just to name a few. And of course, who could forget the moment when he was found under Cas in the backseat of the car, leading everyone to think that they screwed?

    Suddenly, Dean’s biggest problems aren’t apocalypses, demons, and monsters anymore—it’s trying to convince his family that he isn’t dating Cas. (And if he has to hear Sam say one more word about his alleged sex life, he's gonna blow a gasket)

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    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    This series is complete. However, it's likely I will add more timestamps in the future. ;D

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    06 Jul 2026

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    "Cas is alive," Sam sounds as bewildered now as the first time he said it, however long ago. One minute, ten minutes, an hour. Dean wouldn't know. Time seems to be folding past him in unpredictable bursts. He's not convinced this isn't a dream, actually. No way it can be real.

    Right? No way Cas would do that to them. To him.

    Not after what he said. Not ever.

    Right?

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    The rest of the first time.

    A timestamp set between the end of chapter 37 and the epilogue of Horror Vacui (My Cup Runneth Over).

    "You put it all to shame," Cas whispers, cracked open by awe, the love in his eyes like an unstoppable force that's finally found its immovable object.

    "You always had me," Dean pants in answer. No matter how it seemed, it's true. From the beginning, from the moment Cas laid a hand on him in Hell, Cas had him.

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    06 Jul 2026