BleuAzur
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Now that I am awake, how can I pretend it was all a dream? by BleuAzur
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 Dec 2022
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"He wakes, his eyes opening suddenly at his usual waking time. He does not startle awake, his limbs too numb to move. He cannot feel his body but for the crushing weight on his stomach and the ragged scars scattering across his back, puffy and aching from the sweat trickling down on the matress. Something wet and warm taints both his cheeks, painting furrows on his too pale skin.
He does not make a sound, too focused on getting his breathing together. In his current state, he cannot focus. He cannot control his energy. He cannot feel.
He is desperate to reach now, has not he learnt to do so? Has not he earned it after years of playing that gesture in his head, over and over until he discovered he could try again. Until he did and grasped and tangled his fingers in hair that does not want to lay flat some places, in knots that refuses to let combs pass through them."Lan Wangji wakes up from a nightmare, not knowing when he is, until his husband carefully craddles him in his arms and they have an emotional and necessary talk followed by a kind of comfort they know from years of married life
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Match Your Breath to Mine by 27dragons for zillac
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Aug 2025
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The Academy had been Jayce's dream school since he was thirteen, and he was super excited to finally be going there. And also kind of nervous, because he'd never been away from home for more than a weekend, and he'd emailed the guy who was supposed to be his roommate and the guy had never responded, so that was a little worrisome, because Jayce thought he'd managed to be super chill in the email but he was never really sure and Jayce didn't really have that many friends because everyone said he was so intense, but he didn't know any other way to be.
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"Oh, you're already here." Viktor's roommate stepped further into the room, his arms bulging with stuff, followed by an older woman who was almost certainly his mother. He dropped his shit on the empty bed, then stuck out his hand. "So, hi, I'm Jayce."
"Viktor," he said, and stood up to take Jayce's hand on autopilot, because the only thing that he could actually think was Oh no, he's hot.
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Keep You (at arm's length) by InAllPossibilities
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
05 Sep 2025
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At the biggest music festival of the summer, famous guitarist and songwriter Jayce Talis finds his fate tied to that of Viktor, the mastermind behind the underground DJ act M4CHINEH3RALD.
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Bookmarked by BleuAzur
24 Oct 2025
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After one final look at the profile photo, Lan Zhan closed Grindr.
"Not even a flame?"
Startled, Lan Zhan turned to his left.
"I know not everyone wants to start chatting right off the bat, but you spent long enough looking at my face," said the man from the app, who was sitting at the bar.
Or: Lan Zhan gets stranded at the airport, decides to scroll through Grindr, and meets someone new.
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- Part 1 of Ticket to Ride
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Bookmarked by BleuAzur
24 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
That one airport fic I absolutely adore but forgot to bookmark before
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It is the talk of both Piltover and Zaun when Jayce Talis returns from Noxus without a wife.
Viktor carries on as he always does.
or: viktor has no intention of becoming fodder for local gossip, but he can't seem to stop making an enemy of jayce talis, and neither can stop running into one another, despite their fervent insistence they never speak again. a regency au.
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Bookmarked by BleuAzur
05 May 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
This made me rewatch Pride & Prejudice so hard, it was so so good
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Playlist for When Your Boyfriend Stops Breathing by SunsetPlums
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
16 May 2025
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He pictures the funeral sometimes.
He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.
He pictures swallowing them himself.
Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.
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Bookmarked by BleuAzur
16 Apr 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
I have cried at every single sentence, no regrets, this was so beautifully written. Hit very close to home, absolute poesy, no words only tears