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    Shane is an omega. Ilya is an alpha. Their compatibility is… inconveniently high, but that’s hardly their problem. When Shane’s heat hits, Ilya helps. When Ilya’s rut comes around, well. It only seems fair to return the favor.

    It’s practical. It’s efficient. It works.

    It doesn’t mean anything. Really.

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Years after Gilead rises to power, omegas are heavily controlled and sorted into schools where they are trained to become mates for Commanders.

    Simon, Shane, and Charlie are omegas living in one of the most prestigious omega academies.

    The government believes they are obedient.

    They are not.

    Each omega becomes connected to a different alpha.

    None of those connections happen the way Gilead intends.

    Meanwhile, a hidden resistance is growing beneath the surface.

    Nobody realizes that one commander, one commander-in-training, and one man outside the system are all moving toward the same goal:

    Destroy Gilead.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Shane has loved Ilya since they were boys. But when a devastating truth means he can never be the mate Ilya deserves, he chooses to walk away before love made him selfish.

    Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya has no intentions of letting him go.

    ABO! Hollanov

    First impressions weren’t exactly working in his favor.
    But Shane Hollander had never been particularly good at giving up.
    “I wanted to give you something.” he said in a rush, already digging through his pockets for the small trinket. “As a welcome gift.”
    When he managed to get a hold of it, his heart thumping nervously against his chest, he handed it over to Ilya.
    “It’s not much,” he admitted. “But I hope you like it.”
    For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The token rested quietly in Shane’s outstretched palm, its stitched crest catching the afternoon light.

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    02 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ilya keeps his eyes on him, the steam from the shower fogging the space as Hollander eventually lets himself look back, fingers working through his hair.

    Ilya doesn't know what's going on.

    Or why Hollander looks...off, as though he's hesitant about something.

    Ilya turns away, continuing with scrubbing himself and grumbling, “Want to suck my dick or something?”

    Hollander nervously mumbles words that are barely audible. Maybe it was an apology, maybe it was something else. But Ilya just brushes it off and finishes up his wash.

     

    sooo what if staring at each other in the shower just freaked both of them out?

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    30 Jun 2026

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    The next time they were set to meet was next years treaty meeting. Next year it would be their responsibility to discuss the dealings and trading between families. It would be the first time their parents weren't there to decide the details. Sure this was always supposed to happen, Ilya was never set to take over the Russian base for the Bratva but rather the North American, it meant he would be here full time starting June and his time in the business would truly set off.

    It was the same for Shane. Or should he say Hollander.

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    30 Jun 2026