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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.

    a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.

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    30 May 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    118,812
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    4,977
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    27,667
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    16 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    English
    Words:
    150,160
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    6,227
    Kudos:
    19,405
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    07 May 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    English
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    68,348
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,777
    Kudos:
    20,113
    Bookmarks:
    5,712
    Hits:
    252,391

    06 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
    But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
    Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

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    Words:
    59,706
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    2,200
    Kudos:
    23,253
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    639,267

    06 May 2026

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    “Rozanov, Ilya-- can you hear me? Fuck! Are you okay?” He asked, frantic. There was so much blood, people were running towards them. He could hear phones being dialled, could feel the presence of others around them.

    Ilya’s eyes were open, but it was as if he were looking past him, up towards the sky above. He coughed once and blood sputtered out, dribbling down his face "Mama." He said softly.

    ---

    Since Shane was a young boy he has been able to rewind time. He had never done it for anything huge, just small things here and there.

    Then Ilya Rozanov died in front of him.

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    Words:
    111,900
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    994
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    932
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    24,235

    01 May 2026

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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

    Or

    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    71,851
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
    6
    Comments:
    1,380
    Kudos:
    5,869
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    157,954

    01 May 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    Words:
    49,003
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    5,635
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    632,788

    27 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    2,397
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    11,895
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    500,720

    23 Apr 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    142,762
    Chapters:
    30/33
    Comments:
    7,436
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    9,329
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    302,925

    21 Apr 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,057
    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    2,566
    Kudos:
    19,117
    Bookmarks:
    5,815
    Hits:
    419,801

    21 Apr 2026

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    Ilya and Shane decide to do an anonymous group chat for queer hockey players.

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    English
    Words:
    40,882
    Chapters:
    73/?
    Comments:
    6,080
    Kudos:
    4,232
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    175,853

    20 Apr 2026

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    What if Shane, on the night he died with a ring still in his pocket and apologies still on his lips, was given an impossible gift? What if the love of his life's own mother—the woman whose death haunted her son, whose spirit had been bound to earth by grief and unfinished love—offered him a chance to go back?

    Not to the moment of the crash, but further.

    All the way back.

    To the summer before.

    What if Shane could keep every memory of thirty-one years of life, every fight, every kiss, every sacrifice, every moment he was too afraid to say the words that mattered most and do it all over again?

    The universe is full of knots, a ghostly Irina tells him.

    And sometimes, if you're lucky, a thread can be rewoven.

    FYI, the block button and I are besties.

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    27,681
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    191
    Kudos:
    557
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    257
    Hits:
    8,047

    17 Apr 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    255,418
    Chapters:
    55/55
    Comments:
    15,159
    Kudos:
    33,547
    Bookmarks:
    12,270
    Hits:
    2,058,008

    13 Apr 2026

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    Director of the MLH, Crowell, has decided that Shane and Ilya (and other queer hockey players) are banned from the All Stars event. This leads to a boycott, headed by Yuna Hollander, to create the best charity hockey event the league has ever seen.

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    English
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    8,330
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    490
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    179
    Hits:
    12,732

    09 Apr 2026

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    It was new, knowing he was cohabitating with his mother. They couldn't speak, not truly, and he couldn't feel her touch barring occasional cold spots, but there was a weight in the air just knowing she was there. Growing pains, Ilya thought softly.

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    Shane and Ilya struggle to be together while juggling his dead ghost mother's unfinished business, the mental illness Ilya swears he doesn't have, homophobia Shane promises he's not a victim of, and Russia which seems unwilling to let them go.

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    English
    Words:
    52,016
    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
    527
    Kudos:
    2,626
    Bookmarks:
    600
    Hits:
    47,551

    06 Apr 2026

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    04 Apr 2026

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    After winning the Stanley Cup in 2023, the Ottawa Centaurs Rookies are drunk and making wishes only to end up in Tampa Bay in 2017. Step one when something goes wrong and you need an adult? Find Team Dads Ilya and Shane. This can't go wrong.
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    Basically I drop the Centaur's rookies into 2017 as a plot device for shenanigans and fixing Hollanov's relationship. Then I send them home and let the butterfly effect run rampant.

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    English
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    53,469
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    951
    Kudos:
    4,133
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    1,153
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    94,231

    04 Apr 2026

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    333,333
    Chapters:
    22/23
    Comments:
    3,013
    Kudos:
    12,841
    Bookmarks:
    5,721
    Hits:
    773,973

    01 Apr 2026

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