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    08 Jun 2026

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ilya had told Shane to go. He would make it four nights without him. They couldn't stop everything every time Ilya was tired, or they'd never do fucking anything. Shane had not liked that answer at all.

    Ilya has a depressive episode while Shane is at a photoshoot. Shane comes home early.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is proud of three things: his physiotherapy degree, his bench press personal best, and his perfectly organised gym.
    Then occupational therapist Ilya Rozanov walks into his life and systematically destroys all three.

    Or: a story about evidence-based practice, person-centred care, chronic pain, professional rivalry, and two therapists who spend so long arguing with each other that they forget they're flirting.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    A night at the Kingfisher after an away game leads to the Centaurs learning about the origins of Ilya and Shane's relationship.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Two NHL superstars. One charity auction.
    Hundreds of thousands of dollars.
    An internet-wide mental breakdown.
    Shane Hollander just wanted to support St. Jude peacefully.
    Unfortunately, Ilya Rozanov discovered strangers could potentially have dinner with Shane - and reacted exactly as maturely as expected.
    Featuring:
    🏒 Shane realizing too late that his likes are public
    🏒 public jealousy
    🏒 breadstick-related threats
    🏒 Hayden Pike’s exhausted parenting commentary
    🏒 Scott Hunter regretting every tweet he posts
    🏒 accidental marriage reveal

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is a lovesick fool. Shane Hollander is too. The world doesnt need to know what happens between them and a multi-step skincare routine.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya leans forward, pulls the mic toward him, and smirks. "No, sorry, is fine, was just caught off guard. How long you have worked at MLH News?"

    The reporter frowns. Not the reaction he expected. "Uh, three years. If you could let Shane respond to-"

    "And this is full time job? Interview, form complete sentences?" He doesn't pause for the guy to answer. "So you can see why my beautiful husband was surprised, was not expecting such a terrifically bad question."

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    05 Jun 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has heard people say that suicide is a selfish act. He's heard people say it about his mother, and it used to make him furious. He’d punched Alexei for it, once, broken his nose when he said, why are you still moping over that selfish bitch, she left us without a thought, even though he knew it was his brother’s grief speaking and not his heart.

    That word, selfish, made him so furious, maybe, because some small part of him believed it. Some part of himself, a part of him that he was too ashamed of to acknowledge, let alone to name, believed that his mother should have been braver. Should have been stronger. Should have fought harder to stay with him, to keep taking care of him. Would have, if she’d loved Ilya as much as she claimed to.

    He knows now, now that he has Shane, that it isn’t true. He knows it is possible to love someone entirely, completely, with the purest and truest love, and for life to still be unbearable.

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    Another look at Ilya's depression in The Long Game.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    For some reason, everyone has a terrible first impression of Ilya Rozanov. Many have an outlandish hatred of him, distrust him, or think he's a terrible fit for Shane Hollander in one way or another. They see him as the villain in Shane's love story, regardless of Shane's many objections to the contrary.

    Unfortunately for them, they couldn't be more wrong about Ilya, and each and every one of them is going to slowly come to realize what a good man he is, firsthand, as Ilya worms his way into their hearts and minds.

    Or, the 5 times where the cast of Game Changers finally realized Ilya Rozanov was a great man, and the 1 time Ilya Rozanov finally got the first impression he deserved.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    In their first summer after being outed, Shane finally accepts that invite to Bood's backyard barbecue. It could have been a relaxing night. But Ilya's brought vodka. And the Centaurs brought questions. Might as well rip off the band aid before he signs with Ottawa.

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    How many shots is it worth to know what your Captain likes in bed?

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander buys flowers for Ilya Rozanov

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Ilya doesn't mean to go snooping. But when he finds a locked binder in the back of Shane's closet, he has to know what his boyfriend has tucked away, especially since it probably has something to do with him. He never anticipated discovering how Shane is creating a tangible record of their love.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane loves Ilya's moles as much as Ilya loves Shane's freckles. They finally talk about them, and all the other little imperfections that grace their skin.

    A sweet & smutty one shot.

    After so many years, Shane had memorized everything about Ilya's physicality, including the placement, size, and shape of every single mole that graced his beautifully built body. He’d somehow never mentioned it before, just quietly obsessed over the aesthetic adornments on his favorite living, breathing masterwork. He supposed there were always more practical things taking precedent in their conversations. It wasn’t much like Shane to talk about the abstract, although he noticed Ilya getting more and more introspective lately.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    '“It’s… I don’t know… I didn’t think about anything.” He sits up against the armrest, crossing his arms across his chest. “I… I didn’t enjoy it, back then. Jerking off.” He whispers the end, like he’s cursing in front of company. He’s so cute. “It was maintenance. A way to deal with it-“ He waves at his crotch, the bulge still present, but not as pronounced as earlier. “- release tension… get some sleep. That’s all.”

    “Poor Hollander… you had to wait for me to come along? No one else did the trick?”

    Shane doesn’t frown or chirp Ilya back. He actually considers Ilya’s mostly hypothetical teasing. “No. Just you.” Ilya’s heart stops beating for a moment. “I didn’t understand desiring someone until the night of the draft. In the gym –“ Shane blushes further, picking at his eyelashes. “I had never wanted anyone the way I wanted you.”'

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    AKA - Shane tells Ilya that he's only ever desired him and then Ilya fucks him about it :)

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    31 May 2026

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    "What happened?"

    Ilya swallowed hard, his mouth dry as paper.

    "Alexei and Zarina..." He started, and the words felt strange, distant, as if they belonged to someone else's life. "...got into a car accident."

    He felt Shane's hands lightly squeeze his waist, his husband's body tensing behind him. He turned around to face him and saw the shock in the brown eyes, the slow, terrible realization of what that could mean.

    "Zarina died on the spot," Ilya continued, his voice monotonous, numb. "Alexei was severely injured. He's in a coma."

    "And?" Shane asked, but Ilya knew he was already connecting the dots. He knew the family history, he knew Polina, he knew enough to see where this was going. "What about your nieces?"

    "That's exactly why Sasha called me." Ilya ran his tongue over his chapped lips. "Polina, my dad's widow, would never take on that responsibility. She's always hated the girls, always treated them like a burden. And I..." His voice cracked for a second. "I'm the closest relative. The only one left."

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    31 May 2026

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    The Boston Bears find out that Ilya Rozanov is extremely obnoxious about being married.

    or, Ilya Rozanov is forced to remember that his former Stanley Cup winning roster was made up of dumb hockey players.

    POV Cliff Marlow because I think he's hot.

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    31 May 2026

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    Ilya thinks he plays hockey. Why else would he be in Canada? Why would he befriend a hockey star, Shane Hollander? Ilya must be an MLH hockey player. And a good one, too, if he's still in Canada, some ten years after being drafted. He guesses Shane is his teammate, they are friends, close friends probably, and Yuna loves him so much that he is like a second son. She cried at his hospital bed and everything. He has a family here, in Canada. Ilya Rozanov, at twenty-eight, is a very lucky man.

    Or: Ilya wakes up to find out that all his dreams came true.

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    30 May 2026

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    During a post-game interview, a reporter becomes a little too interested in Shane. Ilya quickly reminds the room—and the reporter exactly who Shane belongs to.

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    30 May 2026

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