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  1. Rec 13

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    "Emotions"— i.e., managing emotions, explaining emotions, and particularly naming emotions— had never been Donnie's area of great strength.

    When the ponderous weight of the sky seems to settle itself upon Donnie's shoulders, the sanguine softshell resorts to secrecy and self-harm to conceal his burden— particularly so that he, too, does not become one.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    The Sanguine Softshell

    💜✅ Brews and Bandage (Rewrite) by KLS (kittylittersmoothie)
    Countless coffee cups clutter the softshell's quarters of isolation as Donnie's family members— and particularly Leo— become increasingly irritated with the softshell's distant behavior.

    ...Until Leo discovers what's up the softshell's sleeve.

    — — —

    "...Donnie, where's your— your thing, your... emotionless passion?" —Leo, "Origami Tsunami"

    💜✅ The Hang-Up by KLS (kittylittersmoothie)
    It's been months since The Incident— and Donnie's made a promise that he'd never truly meant.

    A promise he'd been breaking since the day he'd made it.

    Despite his overwhelming guilt, the burnt-out Donnie searches desperately for a purpose, a justification, to exist— but his motivation only dries up further, his food intake decreases, his eating habits fall apart... and the despondent longing to end it all grows stronger.

    ...Why had he ever thought feeling okay again would be easy?

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    "'I feel better already,' he said without a hint of sarcasm." —Donnie, Rise of the TMNT: The Movie

    💜✅ Purple Patterns by KLS (kittylittersmoothie)
    After months following a suicide attempt and months of reluctantly complying with new mental health precautions, Donnie remains utterly exhausted, despondent, and jaded— but, as long as his family tolerates and somehow cares for the shell of whom he used to be, Donnie must languorously serve his life sentence in the misery-reeking depths of his shadow-festering room….

    …Until his family grows sick of the soft-shelled burden at last, that is.

    — — —

    "What do you do if someone you love is obsessed with something that's bad for them?" —Raph, "The Purple Game"

  2. Rec 8

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    When Donnie took control of the Technodrome, he didn't emerge unscathed. He paid a price none of them could have ever predicted. Now, he and his family must navigate the aftermath and its implications.

    AKA: Paralyzed Donnie AU

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    After being cured of his secondary mutation, Donatello just can’t seem to stay awake. It was understandable at first, but as his recovery stretches on and his need for sleep persists, his family can’t help but worry that something else is wrong. Fortunately, Leatherhead may have some answers.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    💜✅ Can't Stay Awake by RealityBreakGirl
    After being cured of his secondary mutation, Donatello just can’t seem to stay awake. It was understandable at first, but as his recovery stretches on and his need for sleep persists, his family can’t help but worry that something else is wrong. Fortunately, Leatherhead may have some answers.

  4. Rec 8

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    What if the antidote only reversed the mind?

    Ie: Poor Don wakes up to find his body utterly 'monstrous'

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    💜✅ The Mind Beneath the Monster by fantasy753
    What if the antidote only reversed the mind?

    Ie: Poor Don wakes up to find his body utterly 'monstrous'


    Oooo very interesting. Wonder what the readjustment period would be like, and how it would change things in the future

  5. Rec 37

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    It made no sense. The cure had been administered, Donnie was better now. Shell, he was even walking and talking when they escaped! But Donnie fell into a coma right as they come home. The nightmare wasn't quiet over yet. Mikey didn't know how much more fear and worry he can take.
    And now Klunk keeps playing up.

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    "The medical room was a chaotic chokehold of questions and checks and running around. It was painfully real now. No denying it. Donnie wasn’t okay. This wasn’t his overactive imagination or too many horror films getting the better of him. Donnie really wasn’t okay. Again."

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    28 Jan 2026

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    💜🧡✅ A Turtle and His Cat by ThatRandomFail
    It made no sense. The cure had been administered, Donnie was better now. Shell, he was even walking and talking when they escaped! But Donnie fell into a coma right as they come home. The nightmare wasn't quiet over yet. Mikey didn't know how much more fear and worry he can take.
    And now Klunk keeps playing up.

    ...

    "The medical room was a chaotic chokehold of questions and checks and running around. It was painfully real now. No denying it. Donnie wasn’t okay. This wasn’t his overactive imagination or too many horror films getting the better of him. Donnie really wasn’t okay. Again."