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    16 Jun 2026

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    “What happened?” says Shane frantically, hand cupping Ilya’s uninjured side of his face in his palm, examining the blood crusting his nostrils, the rimmed black eye and split lip.

    There are gauges down his forearms and bruises blooming around his ribs, and what looks like a particularly nasty bite mark on his shoulder, blood pooling around the ruined skin.

    Shane is suddenly hyper-aware of the copper tang in his mouth and the slick heat between his thighs.

    Ilya smiles that crooked smile that infuriates and attracts Shane in equal measure.

    “Congratulations, Hollander. You are not so boring after all. A feral Canadian omega? Must be the first of your kind.”

    Ilya Rozanov assumed he’d always appreciated a good challenge. The strange rivals to bedmates dynamic with Cosmopolitan’s hottest man in the NHL is one thing, to find out he’s a feral omega when you’ve actively pissed him off and escape with your skin intact is another.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane tries to grab at the right words. "She's not - it's not that simple. Shane Hollander is me but it's also like - it's a thing people use to sell something. It's like a cardboard cutout of me."

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    25 May 2026

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    "Is this your first time with a man?"
    "Yeah. Yours?"
    "Oh—no."
    "Really?"
    "Really."
    "Who, another player?"
    He stopped. He hesitated.
    "no, my coach's son back in russia."

    Just as they begin to believe in something stable and lasting, a scandal erupts: a former Russian national team coach is exposed as a serial abuser, and images from Ilya’s past begin circulating in the media.

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    20 May 2026