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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    This is really fucking intense.

    Ilya Rozanov is out, married, and so vocally in love with his husband. Russia disagrees. He is kidnapped and taken back to Russia for some good old-fashioned 'convincing'. He doesn't break. They very nearly break /him/.

    This story begins at the rescue, and will have flashbacks to Ilya's torture throughout.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    “For now,” Shane says, kissing Ilya's forehead. “It feels like we can be something for now, in this room. With each other.” He kisses him. “And that’s good right now.”

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    Tampa, Episode 5 - Shane comforts a distressed Ilya as they deal with the undeniable shift in their relationship. What happens between the fade-to-black and Shane leaving Ilya's hotel.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Oh, hi, Ilya,” Harris said pleasantly when Ilya tapped on the doorframe of his office. He was smiling and sipping a coffee. He didn’t look like someone that was willfully breaking his boyfriend’s heart.

    Ilya had considered—back when they’d all thought that Troy was an asshole, if one that was at least attempting to reform—that he should make sure Troy knew to be careful with Harris’s heart. He’d never thought he’d need to make sure Harris was careful with Troy’s. “Harris,” Ilya said, “why did you tell Troy you wanted to see other people?”

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

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    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Name: Shane M. Hollander
    Sex: Male
    Secondary Sex: Other
    (If other - please elaborate): A3O2 gene mutation
    Age: 22
    Height: 6'0
    Weight: 180 lbs
    Profession: tax auditor
    Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: M/Alpha

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    Name: Ilya G. Rozanov
    Sex: Male
    Secondary Sex: Alpha
    Age: 28
    Height: 6'3
    Weight: 245 lbs
    Profession: prefer not to answer
    Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: not picky :)

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    Ilya and Shane meet using a government ABO matching agency. Shane is drawn to the process because he can be open about his genetic mutation while remaining anonymous. The A3O2 genetic mutation presents itself as having both Omega and Alpha secondary sex characteristics. Three time winner of the Stanley Cup, Ilya Rozanov has cemented himself as a titan of the NHL. But it's lonely at the top and he craves the companionship of a partner - a mate.

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    09 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 65

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    Shane is twenty-one, an Omega, and the current face of the MLH. He has no equal, no rival to push him harder, but he is still the best player since Scott Hunter, and he’s broken twice the records at half the age. To the surprise of only the delusional Hollander haters, he gets put on the Olympic roster. Shane’s nervous, but there’s no way he isn’t coming back without gold.

    Or: On the night of his big win, Shane accidentally buys an Alpha.

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    08 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane Hollander is secretly a Trans man who can't tell anyone for fear of being kicked out of the NHL for it. The first time he hooks up with Ilya, he is very worried about what Ilya will think of his secret. Lucky for him, Ilya doesn't care what Shane has going on in his pants.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “I refuse—“

    “You will,” His father’s voice sliced through his protest, “The treaty demands a bonded union. Not some paltry marriage that may be dissolved at convenience.”

    For a moment, Ilya could not draw breath. “You would have me breed him? Bond him?”

    “I would have you fulfill your duty. You are not precious, as you seem to think. You are not exempt from service,” The king’s fist came down upon the table, scattering the tin soldiers across the map.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar. 

    And far from unpleasant. 

    Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone. 

    It’s nice. 

    Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.

    He decides not to.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya looked at his outstretched hand. How long had he been looking at the corner where Hollander disappeared? Balling his hand into a fist, he let out a bitter laugh.

    Fuck. What had he done?

    A canon-divergent turning point for the post-tuna melt scene. What if Shane didn't get into the taxi? What if he never made it past the front porch, and Ilya couldn't bring himself to ignore the pieces breaking right outside his door?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    "What the fuck do you want?" Ilya snaps on the phone.
    "Father's dead," Alexei says and Ilya feels it in his chest like a physical blow.

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    Ilya hears his father is dead, right there in the locker room, surrounded by his team.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”

    At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.

     

    (Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    The want tears through him like a hurricane, entirely unconcerned with all the destruction it might leave in its wake. Right now, tomorrow doesn’t matter. Right now they don’t have to consider the consequences of this reckless night they’re about to spend together; a night where all their unspoken rules are being tossed out the window in favour of simply letting their bodies be honest.

    They can figure all this out later, but now…now Ilya needs Shane naked and writhing beneath him before he combusts.

    (Or, what happens in the hotel room in Florida.)

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    02 Jun 2026

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    NHL Updates @NHLUpdates
    Montreal captain Shane Hollander begs for information about a mysterious “Boston Lily” who he’s been secretly dating for six years, sparking a viral movement to reunite the pair. Full story below.

    metrooos @hockleberry
    guys I think we might have to lock the fuck in????? #FindBostonLily

    --OR--

    Amnesiac!Shane knows that he's in love, but not who he's in love with. The internet vows to assist.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Ilya goes on a roadie while Shane is still on LTIR.

    LISA: Whatever rocks your socks

    NICOLE: Whatever tickles your fancy

    CASSIE: Whatever flips your pancake

    SELENA: Whatever turns your crank

    CAITLIN: Whatever fondles your goose

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “I’m not going to ask Hayden if he can fuck me just so I can be a normal person.”

    “So you want to get fucked.”

    “Obviously, I do, don’t I?” Shane mutters, glancing down at his own crotch. He feels Rozanov do the same, so his face burns and his hand takes on a life of its own, punching the man in the chest. “Stop that.”

    “Hey, I just want to help,” Rozanov replies. Suddenly, Shane notices how close they are and forces himself to take a step back. “It’s not that complicated. You just want to fuck, so do it. Practice. Easy.”

    He has to learn from the best, right? Shane doesn't do things halfway. If he's going to lose his virginity, he's going to learn to do it with all the necessary nuances that Rozanov's promiscuous experience can offer.

    "Okay," Shane exhales, and immediately blushes. "I'll do it. Are you free tomorrow at seven?"

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    02 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane Hollander's grandmother sends him a birthday check every year. Two hundred Canadian dollars. He always deposits it by hand because the app can't read her handwriting.

    Ilya Rozanov thinks this is the most boring thing he's ever heard. He comes along anyway.

    It is not a boring morning.

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    28 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 52

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    Finally, Ilya manages to lift his lids, glancing around an unfamiliar room hosting beeping machines and plain curtains creating a barrier along one side. He’s in a hospital.

    There’s a man sitting beside Ilya’s bed, looking at something on his phone, and oh. Even in profile, he’s gorgeous. Mid-length dark hair styled in soft waves, beautiful brown eyes, freckles dusting ruddy cheeks. There are bags under the man’s eyes, and Ilya wants to tell him to get more rest, but he figures probably nurses are always tired. Still, maybe they have time to go out for drinks?

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    27 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Vanessa rolled her eyes. “You need to relax. Ryan is the sweetest guy on the planet. Plus, he doesn’t have it in him to pull off an affair. He’d, like, combust with nerves. Remember when that guy at your last Harbourfront show tried to get his number? He panicked and said I was his wife!”

    “Okay but if he’s not cheating, that’s even worse!”

    “How is that worse?”

    “It means he’s hiding something from me!”

    “Don’t we all hide things from our partners?” Marcus chimed in, perching on the side of Tarek’s armchair.

    Fabian sighed, sinking into a cross-legged position on the sofa and tossing the candle onto the coffee table.

    “Not me and Ryan. We don’t have secrets.”

    Or: Fabian is ready to get engaged, but Ryan's been acting... weird. Could it be an affair? Some dark secret? A proposal? (A proposal. It's a proposal.)

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    25 May 2026

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