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    Shane knows about the sensitive spot behind Ilya’s ear. He knows how long it will take to walk from Montreal to Boston, until his feet are bloody. He knows what Ilya tastes like after he’s had a cup of coffee. He knows about all the women Ilya takes home. But Shane also knows Ilya talks in his sleep. These small intricacies of their love is what keeps Shane’s head above water. There’s only a hint of an ache when he hears Ilya’s name. Ilya kisses him and that ache is now more apparent. Ilya kisses him and he unravels. No one is to blame. It’s just the way these things go. But it wasn’t until that day in the locker room, when he heard the news, that he realized just how much he had to lose.

    or, Ilya is lured away by his own sadness. Shane goes after him.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    “Can I tell you a secret?” Mom asks.

    Shane nods immediately. He likes secrets. Especially from his mother. She knows everything about everything.

    “It doesn’t matter what they say or do,” she tells him. “The only thing that matters is what you do on the ice.”

    “Score lots of goals?” Shane clarifies, since eleven-year-old boys do all kinds of things on the ice.

    “Score lots of goals.” Mom nods with a grin. “The ice doesn’t care who you are, Shane. So, you go out there and give it your everything. Then nothing else matters.”

    “You promise?” Shane whispers.

    “I promise,” Mom tells him firmly. “If you’re good on the ice, they won’t care who you are off it.”

    OR: An ode to the many layers of Shane Hollander.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    For ten years, Shane and Ilya had to be involved with each other in secret before their relationship began and eventually, outed by a video mishap uploaded by Hayden.

    After they married, for three years, they had everything they ever dreamed of.

    A marriage. A daughter. A family.

    Then one night, after months of silence, exhaustion, and growing resentment, Ilya asks for a divorce.

    As the life they’ve built begins to unravel, Shane and Ilya must decide whether their love story is truly over—or if some things are worth fighting for twice.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are teammates, charity co-founders and ex-rivals. They are definitely not dating, and are obviously both super heterosexual.
    It's a new season and Lily (Shane's very real girlfriend, who is definitely not his Captain Ilya Rozanov) has decided to join the group chat for the spouses and partners of Ottawa Centaurs, which Jane (Ilya Rozanov's very real girlfriend, who is definitely not his alternate Captain Shane Hollander) is already a member of.

    What could go wrong?

    ( The sequel to "I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you")

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    11 Jul 2026

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    Ilya: you work with water snakes

    Shane: They’re ray finned fish actually
    Shane: Not reptiles at all
    Shane: Even aquatic snakes have lungs so they must surface to breathe but eels have gills so no need

    Ilya: okay

    Shane: Sorry I know it’s boring

    Ilya: no is okay

     

    or, hockey player Ilya accidentally texts marine biologist Shane and can't seem to stop

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.”

    Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.”

    “Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?”

    The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster.

    Or

    According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane almost believes he’d been hearing things for a moment — perhaps caught halfway between a dream and real life or just sleep deprivation having finally chased him down.

    But he hears it again, the heavy footfall of someone moving around his hallway. He swallows around the lump now forming in the back of his throat just as he hears someone bump their hip into the side table at the end of the corridor. He knows that’s the case because Ilya had done it a thousand times, almost always forgetting it was there and complaining that it seemed to move an inch on its own everyday just to spite him.

    Shane leaps out of bed fast without thinking, the muscles in his tender abdomen pull and stretch in ways they haven’t in a long time, and he ignores the pain that blossoms in his middle as he scoops Mika into his arms and instinctively cradles her to his chest.

    She’s not very happy at the sudden movement, hiccuping twice before thumping an angry balled fist against his chest.

    “Fuck…” he whispers, tears springing to his eyes. He watches as shadows suddenly pass from underneath the door.

    or: shane experiences a home invasion whilst ilya is away. this is how they cope afterwards

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    04 Jul 2026

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    but even when i’m quiet
    i love you baby
    i promise

    or: shane gets overwhelmed and goes nonverbal when they’re supposed to finally spend the weekend together after weeks apart. shane wishes he was normal. ilya takes care of his baby.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane needs to impress Ilya, to show him what a good Omega he can be. He’s painfully aware of his differences to all the other Omegas he’s seen hanging off Ilya’s arm as well as the fact that he’s always been considered an anomaly as an Omega in a sport dominated by Alphas. Ilya has never treated him as anything less than because of that, but Shane still feels the need to prove himself.

    So that maybe the Alpha would want to come help with his heats in the future, too. So that maybe, just maybe, he would want to keep Shane.

    It definitely wouldn’t happen if he couldn’t get something as simple as a fucking nest right.

    Shane breaks down under self-inflicted pressure. Ilya is there to pick up the pieces (and to tell him he was perfect to begin with).

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander gets hit on the ice and has to be brought to the hospital.

    This has happened before, and Ilya was there.

    He is there this time as well, but on the same team as his husband. This time, everybody knows it’s the love of his life unconscious on the ice.

    It doesn’t change anything.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    your fave is problematic - yourfaveisproblematic.tumblr.com/post/6453061/ilya-rozanov
    Admin note: POST IS WIP
    1. Admitted to using the f-slur during his rookie year in the NHL and doubled down with ableist remarks on Twitter.
    2. He’s a stalinist and supports the unlawful slaughter of children.
    3. He’s supportive of the porn industry, which is notably exploitative and misogynistic.
    [cont…]

    subhollander reblogged ⇄ yourfaveisproblematic
    #first celeb ever to get cancelled for bisexual pegging porn im crying #also not be that person but that was amateur porn #so???

    torontoszamboni reblogged ⇄ subhollander
    so you’re also saying that the women were amateurish at their job???

    subhollander reblogged ⇄ torontoszamboni
    quick tell me what amateur porn means

    hunter4life reblogged ⇄ subhollander
    then let’s talk about the fact that he liked that tweet as a pr stunt to distract from the f-slur????

    russianlovemachine reblogged ⇄ hunter4life
    #shane: what are you doing #ilya, swallowing: public relations

    Ilya Rozanov lands himself on yourfaveisproblematic for—well, quite a few reasons.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
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    22 Jun 2026

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    SHANE: Lily.
    LILY: Hello
    SHANE: Dead to me.
    What the actual fuck?
    LILY: ??
    SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
    LILY: ahh
    I am in trouble
    Yes?

     
    Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).

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    Chapters:
    29/?
    Comments:
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    387,651

    21 Jun 2026

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    One night, half-asleep, Shane says to Ilya, “You make everything easier to exist in.”

    The words slip out gently, unguarded, like something he’s carried a long time and finally lets fall.

    It steals the breath out of Ilya. He goes liquid against Shane and turns his head just enough to brush kisses along the line of his jaw.

    Shane drifts under like that, held there by the knowledge that love can be quiet and spacious, that it can move through him in a way that is kind to his nervous system.

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    Tenderness looks a thousand different ways. This is theirs.
    (or: a Hollanov one shot collection)

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    60
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    415
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    103
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    6,191

    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane was there when Ilya got the call, his arm heavy across Ilya's stomach, like even in sleep he could tell something was trying to take Ilya away from him.

    When Boston realize Ilya wants out, they send him to the highest bidder. The highest bidder is LA.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    2,603
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    4,197
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    1,450
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    110,383

    05 Jun 2026

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    “They tell me he is learning to walk again,” a shirtless Rozanov says to the semi-circle of microphones in front of him, hands on his hips, still damp and flushed and riding that victory high. “Is good news, but little children can walk. I am interested when he will learn to skate again.”

    After suffering a career-ending injury, Shane Hollander is struggling to connect with the world. Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to help in the only way he knows.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    337
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    362
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    24,767

    05 Jun 2026

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    “Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.

    Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”

    Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”

    Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    1,146
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    6,635
    Bookmarks:
    2,416
    Hits:
    105,338

    03 Jun 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    Words:
    148,928
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    9,132
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    23,947
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    9,757
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    766,526

    03 Jun 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

    Language:
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    Words:
    64,878
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    3,609
    Kudos:
    11,592
    Bookmarks:
    3,671
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    224,078

    01 Jun 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

    Language:
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    Words:
    87,967
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    6,007
    Kudos:
    21,169
    Bookmarks:
    6,418
    Hits:
    656,790

    30 May 2026

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