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    Neil didn’t believe in fate; he believed only in the bad sort of luck.

    That’s what he’d told Andrew a year and some months ago, and that’s what the umpteenth glance at the calendar hanging on the fridge in their kitchenette confirmed. The 9th of March fell on a game night—away, against Breckenridge.

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    The anniversary of Baltimore's showdown is fast approaching, then it's there. There's nothing to do but to deal with it.

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    27 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Andrew’s issues are bigger than he realizes. Years of pretending he didn’t have an issue with physical touch has caught up to him and now he’s stuck with the questions of “what if this is as good as it gets?”
    Meanwhile, Neil just wants to touch Andrew anyway he can.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —

    Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.

    Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —

    And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.

    Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.

    Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Bee nods, as if confirming something to herself, then leans forward and fixes him with a look that screams danger.

    "Andrew, you bounced from coping mechanism to coping mechanism for over eight years. Now that you aren't leaning on them, how are you coping?"

    He lets his lips twitch into a ghost of his medicated grin and asks, "Who said I'm not leaning on them?"

     

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    In the lead up to Aaron’s trial, Andrew is struggling. Turns out rock bottom can be visited more than once in a lifetime.

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    12 Feb 2026

  5. Rec 96

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    Dan was reminding everyone to not start until she called out when suddenly a loud gasp caused Neil to look over.

    Jack had been holding a ball before it was hurtling through the air.

    Right at the goal. The goal which currently has Andrew standing in it. Andrew who didn’t have time to pull his helmet on.

    A loud noise came from the ball hitting the blond right on the head. and another when Andrew crumpled.
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    Andrew gets a concussion and Neil does his best to take care of him. But will the man responsible for this get away with it?

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    Andriel hurt comfort!

    Title based off Ghost’s Darkness at the heart of my love

    All rights to Nora Sakavic

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    17 Jan 2026