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"You wouldn’t want to repeat your R2 year again because of this.”
“I may need a rain check.”
Two sentences end up sending Trinity spiraling in the middle of her 4th of July shift. When she has a panic attack Trinity finds support in an unlikely place and is reminded that leaning on people isn't weakness. If only it were that simple.
Or: Trinity Santos has lived her life in survival mode for so long she's forgotten what it feels like to actually live.
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- Part 1 of If This Is Ruin, Let It Ruin Me
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15 Jun 2026
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“Tell me the name, Cassie. Tell me who you’re thinking about when you look at me like that.”
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Javadi’s 21st birthday party was supposed to be a night for the team to celebrate, but for Cassie McKay, it’s a tightrope. She’s spent months carefully hiding her feelings for Dana Evans, only to find herself cornered by the one woman she’s been trying to avoid.
Some secrets are hard to keep when Dana Evans decides it’s time for you to tell the truth.
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15 Jun 2026
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Dana, fifteen years older than her and aware of it in ways Cassie often forgets to be. Dana waking up one day, realizing her body no longer responds the way it used to. Noticing recovery times and fatigue and desire changing shape.
Dana swallows once before speaking again.
“You make me feel…” She stops, frustrated immediately. “Christ.”
Cassie waits her out.
“You make me feel young in a way I haven’t felt in 20 years,” Dana says finally, quieter now. “And then my body doesn’t cooperate with that and it’s…” She shakes her head once. “Humiliating isn’t the right word. But it’s goddamn frustrating.”
Or, the one in which Dana is suddenly insatiable and Cassie tries to understand why.
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15 Jun 2026
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Something sharp and unpleasant twists low in Dana’s stomach before she can stop it.
Because Cassie hasn’t looked at her like that all day, hasn’t softened once. Not after the trauma, not after the staffing disaster, not after Dana spent hours trying to keep the entire department from capsizing.
She knows it’s unfair the moment it passes through her mind.
Dana’s the one who’s been stomping around the ER like an active thunderstorm since sunrise, snapping at Cassie in front of staff because she was overwhelmed and overstimulated and furious at literally everyone with a pulse.
Still, the feeling comes anyway.
Small and ugly and immediate.
Or: Though everyone at PTMC is blissfully unaware, Dana and Cassie have been dating for a few months when a new nurse joins the team. Dana handles it very well (no, she doesn't).
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14 Jun 2026