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    “Tell me, lyubimyy,” Ilya pushes, his hand crawling around to cradle the side of Shane’s face. His palm is brazen against Shane’s skin. He’s defeated against Ilya’s efforts; his sway and his strength against Shane.

    Shane nudges into that hand, his nose running against the inside of Ilya’s wrist. Wafts of Ilya’s blood fill his nose, sweet with a biting edge. He pulls himself back mentally and berates that ache stinging his gums.

    His eyes are shut as he says, “Just reading and thinking.”

    Ilya glances at the book at the foot of the bed, “Naturally,” he chides, softness lacing around his tone.

    Naturally, right.

    Nothing he does is natural. It was never natural the moment he became what he was. Everything about him is questionable— uncanny.

    or, spending time with Shane at the cottage means many things, one of those being a secret that Ilya is determined to figure out.

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    “It’s not as exciting as you think,” Hollander rushes out. Ilya can practically see his brain working itself into knots. “And it’s not gonna feel good, either, it’s more like getting your blood drawn at the doctor's than anything. And if you fucking pass out on me, Rozanov–”

    “I promise to not pass out,” Ilya says.

    “You can’t decide that in advance!”

    (Or: Ilya realizes that Shane is really bad at being a vampire, gets bitten by him, and is very normal about it, in that order.)

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    At his most vulnerable, sometimes, when Rozanov is pulling him apart, unwinding the fabric of his being thread by thread, Shane will catch himself thinking I wish he knew what I really am, and then he has to fight not to slap himself.

     

    (In which everything is the same, except Shane is a vampire. He’s not very good at it.)

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    The In-between

    Now that Shane and Ilya have decided to be together, there are a few things they have to do…and a few things they don’t, but are gonna do anyway.

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    Shane Hollander has a laundry list of problems at any given time, and being a vampire (while keeping it a secret) is pretty consistently at the top of the list.

    His top problem right now, though? How much he really wants to sink his teeth into Ilya Rozanov, in every possible way.

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