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    “You expected me to be sentimental or something after that?” Dazai laughed breathlessly and cupped Chuuya’s cheeks, pulling him in closer and whispering, “No, Chuuya. Everything about me is wrong. I can’t be trusted, and you should never have believed me. I can still think clearly enough despite wanting to die from how awful this feels—too clear. I feel your hands and mouth on me, and I don’t want to. I don’t want to think. Only feel.”

    Like all things, this is another one of many Dazai accepts in life as they are. He's an alpha—there's no doubt about that. There's never been room for doubt. Then why does being on rut suppressants suddenly make him feel so sick? So, so violently sick? He wonders if this is how it feels to truly die, and in that cold, unloving embrace as he waits for the end, there's something warm. And gentle. There's a fire burning brightly in the night and it's from someone who treats him the same after all this time because they're two sides of the same coin.

    They both struggle with feeling human enough. And in that constant, nothing changes between them. Even as Dazai finds himself unable to accept this new reality.

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    "Nice ride." The man's Russian accent was heavy.

     

    "Thanks." Chuuya said dismissively, he wasn't in the mood for small talk. He just wanted to be on time for their dinner reservation.

     

    "How much?"

     

    Chuuya scoffs and takes the gas pump out.

     

    "She's not not for sale."

     

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    A skk John Wick AU

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