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    Their world is divided into the strong and the weak. Alpha and omega couldn't be more different. One gender protects and leads, the other nurses and shelters. They can't do without each other, bound by their distinctive nature.

    Narrow-minded, the strong rival amongst themselves and love to see others fall and claim the top for themselves.
    And an omega amidst alphas has no other chance than to lose, right? It's better to pretend that omegas are weak than to acknowledge that it only takes one to startle fear.
    Beneath all lurks danger. A shark without a fin is weak at first glance. However, what most don't consider lies within the threat they don't even see approaching.

    As secrets are revealed and lifes are changed, alpha and omega meet and can't help but point out the gaps between them. Yet the opposite attracts; nobody stands a chance against the instincts that were once necessary for survival but are no longer relevant in modern society, leading to the question of whether true love even exists.
    And after many hardships, Ghost and König discover that their desperate and pathetic natures are only the surface of their deep, lingering desires.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    what happens when our favourite traumatized ex-soviet wakes up in an unfamiliar bed after being betrayed by the people he thought he could trust? what happens when someone from his least favourite three letter agency says that he's somehow time travel and now they need him back?

    and why is there a terrorist with the same last name as him?

    oh shit, that's his nephew.

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    Bell wakes up 40 years in the future after being shot by Adler and finds that his nephew that he left behind has turned into a terrorist,now bell has to help the task force hunting down Vladimir Makarov, And said task force that he is helping is none other than task force 141

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    26 Sep 2025

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    This is an RP style series between RandomWordsAndStormyDays and InsomniaMemoirs. As such it switches between character POVs regularly. This is also very much a "Dead Dove, Do Not Eat" style work. There will be some pretty heavy themes and explicit sexual content. The total fic comes in at around 400,000 words and is complete. It will be broken into 7 works, which will be posted at a semi-consistent pace.

    THE CANON PORTION OF THIS STORY IS COMPLETED. However the series is not marked as completed because we are adding more "what if this had happened instead" works.

    So, if you're looking for something "complete" then read parts 1-7 and you've hit the "canon" ending for Soldier's Eyes. Anything after Part 7 is not considered to be "canon" to the Soldier's Eyes universe and instead falls under the idea of "an AU of the AU".

    EDIT 22 JAN 24: Slowly Insom and I have been adding POV breaks to the original series, we know that the sudden POV changes were a barrier for some and we finally have started to go back and add those in. So far all parts except for Part 11 have been updated.

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    09 Jul 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    In the aftermath of it all, sometimes healing is strength, and you can appreciate life anew. Take it back and redefine it.

    But not everyone gets the opportunity, and it's hard to feel peace when all you want is to tear the one's responsible for your pain to shreds.

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    Having escaped the Phoenix Project and suffered the loss of Ghost, the 141 struggles to find healing and meaning. Meanwhile their enemies are still out there. A new game of chess begins and the first move has already been made.

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    05 Jul 2024