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    “What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.

    “How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”

    Ilya doesn’t reply.

    “Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”

    Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”

    “Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”

    Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.

    Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    L: It’s easy to quit if you really want to.
    L: I just didn’t want to.

    Ilya Rozanov quits smoking for the umpteenth time. Or – everything is about smoking, except for smoking which is about Shane Hollander.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “It burns you, doesn’t it?” Ilya asks, watching his desperate movements. “Knowing that you’re mine.”

    “Fuck off,” Hollander says, breathless and not stopping. “I’m not—”

    “No?’ Ilya grabs Hollander’s hips and drags him closer, their cocks brushing each other, making Hollander gasp. “Is not what it looks like to me.”

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    Ilya stays an extra night in Montreal after episode 4 and visits Shane.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Board games,” Ilya said, kneeing them higher up his chest.
    Shane stared at him. “You travel with those?” he asked, trying to go for scathing. It never quite got there. He didn’t have Ilya’s skill.
    Ilya smiled wide and shark-like. “No,” he said. “I got them from Emily. Mrs. Lansow.”
    Shane felt even more baffled.
    “The owner of the hotel,” Ilya said.
    “I know,” Shane said. He just couldn’t imagine Ilya interacting with that sweet woman. Or her asking him to call her by her first name. “Why? I mean, why did you get them?”
    “You have better things to do?” Ilya asked.
    “I have a phone. And a laptop. And there’s a television,” Shane said.
    Ilya squinted dismissively. “Screen is bad. Melts your brain.”
    “You sound like my mom,” Shane said, a little softer than he intended and smiling reluctantly.
    Ilya tilted his head. “This does it for you?”

    Shane and Ilya learn what it's like spending time together with their clothes still on.

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    26 May 2026

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    Seven scandals in the life of Ilya Rozanov.

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    23 May 2026

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    Ilya was nineteen when he moved to the US. Nineteen years of Russia. Over half a decade of Russian summers after that to re-up. His brain, Shane knew, operated in Russian.

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    23 May 2026

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    Irina is a fascinating, tragic figure. She occupies more space than she should in Yuna’s mind, but she occupies more space than she should in all of their lives: the giant black hole at the center of their family.

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    17 May 2026

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    His gaze upon Shane turned into something a bit more exposing, like he was peering right into Shane’s gay little soul and knew that Shane was thinking about how fucking hot he looked and how badly he wanted his knot. “But I think I know the answer as to why you hate me” 

    There was a beat, neither saying anything, their breaths visible in the icy air, their cheeks flushed from the biting wind and their eyes connected.

    “And why’s that?” Shane asked in a quiet voice.

    Ilya took another drag of his cigarette, and this time, as opposed to the kitchen, he blew smoke on Shane’s face. Shane feels his whole body shudder. He’s not sure why, could be the cold weather, could be the want coursing through his body.

    “You want me to fuck you” Ilya stated, matter-of-factly.

    //

    Or, Hollanov fuck while drunk after a friends birthday party and don't realise they forgot to use a condom. Something beautiful occurs because of this.

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    10 May 2026

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    Fuck,” Rozanov swore, quietly. He sounded like he’d just been slammed against the boards — wounded and winded in a way Shane thought, privately, he had no right to feel. “What are you going to do?

    “Well I can’t fucking keep it,” Shane said, voice shrill. “What the fuck am I going to tell my team? Oh, sorry guys, I have to bow out of this season halfway. Oh, you know, nothing super serious, it’s just that Rozanov — yeah, you know that guy, captain of our franchise fucking rivals? — he fucking knocked me up!

    Two babies Shane and Ilya never have, and the daughter they do.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    He imagined, briefly, telling his mother about it. Mama, he might have said, I am going to have a baby with the most beautiful boy I’ve ever met. When he smiles, I feel like I could fly. I feel like my heart could stop in my chest and I would not notice.

    Ilya, on the abortion, the miscarriage, and the baby that finds her way to them in the end.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    “It’s yours,” Shane says quickly, as if he can hear the change in Ilya’s breathing, as if they even know each other that well. “It has to be.”

    “Oh.” For a single, shameful moment, satisfaction thrums through Ilya’s body. Mine, he thinks, briefly, before bile rises in his throat. This is bad. This is so bad.
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    Two months after Shane Hollander whispers his name and walks out of his life, Ilya Rozanov's lonely Christmas is interrupted by the worst possible news: Shane, his omega, is pregnant.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    you, plural.

    or: Svetlana has Ilya, and then she does not.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Ilya’s blood has always run hotter than Shane's.

    Or: Yay Hollanov free use! Everybody cheered!

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    20 Feb 2026

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “How long has this been here?” Shane asked.

    Ilya frowned. “What?”

    “This,” Shane said, pressing gently.

    Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”

    “You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.

    Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”

    “Ilya.”

    “It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”

     

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    Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.

    OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

    Translation in Russian and Mandarin!

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    22 Jan 2026

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    "Stop asking me if it's okay. If I want it. You're always, like—whatever. I'm not one of your fucking girls, okay? If I don't like it, I'll stop you. I can make you stop."

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    22 Jan 2026

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    All fics in this series are standalone and may be read independently or in any order.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    It started as a joke. A taunt meant to get under his skin. But when Shane whimpered, cheeks flushing pink not with anger but with want, Ilya knew he’d struck gold.

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    Ilya finds out Shane melts at being called ‘princess’ and decides to ruin him with it.

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    22 Jan 2026

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