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Tim Bradford deals with the fall out of the break up and the things he manages to lose.
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i’m saying your name (when i think the plane will crash) by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”
At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.
(Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)
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i know you by your heart (i will call you by your name) by justhockey
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Dec 2025
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He wanted to take it back instantly. Wanted to swallow his name down, down, down, shove it back into his heart where he’s been hiding it for - god - years. He wanted to go back in time a few seconds, to just before the moment when he ruined it all. He’d call him Hollander, instead. He’d whisper something sweet in Russian so Shane would never know - so Ilya could speak his feelings into existence without Shane hearing them.
He’d do anything at all to fix it.
(Or, Shane leaves. Then he comes back.)
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Son, I Loved You At Your Darkest by Clevinger
Fandom The Coffin of Andy and Leyley (Visual Novel)
31 May 2026
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Faced with a compromising vision of their future, Renee and Andrew Graves are forced to confront the taboo desires buried in their hearts. Hurt, comfort, intrigue, and plenty of smut scenes ensue.
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Blud fucked his mom and gave her grandkids
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yoooooooooooo
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“You should get back home to your wife,” she says carefully, slowly, like it’s a reprimand she doesn’t trust him to register as one unless she draws attention to it.
He pretends he didn’t hear her.
It’s only later, at the bus stop, that a firm sense of certainty washes over Frank for the first time in a very long time. He’d gotten it all wrong. Mel clearly has someone else to preoccupy herself with. It was embarrassing, really, to assume she would want a fuck up like him. At that moment, like the punctuation to some cosmic joke, the wedding ring he’s been fingering absentmindedly slips off his finger and skitters around in a circle between his feet. He crouches down to pick it back up as the last bus home flies past. He half wishes it had hit him; it probably would have hurt less than the realisation that he has feelings for Mel King, and she doesn’t feel the same way.
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Frank Langdon is certain that Mel King has a crush on him, until he's not. He then spends the Winter trying and failing to avoid her, setting and breaking rules of engagement, and trying to keep it all a secret from his wife.
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Waiting for: Chp7
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Mycroft and Sherlock decide to break up for the noblest reasons. Then Greg Lestrade shows up to ask Sherlock for permission to date his brother.
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If it came down to a choice between your best friend and your current partner who all you do is argue with all the time, who would you pick?
Buck thinks the answer is easy. Really there's not even a competition.
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I don't mind waiting for you by SilenceoftheLlamas
Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types
11 May 2026
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The Combaticons wind up getting enough fuel for once - the first time in centuries - and it triggers long dormant coding…
Otherwise known as the gratuitous heat cycle fic xoxo
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Often, Lately by AngelWithoutAShotgun
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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“Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.”
April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.
Ilya goes through with ending it.
Shane lets him.
What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.
They learn how to live without each other.
(Or at least, how to pretend.)
And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.
And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.
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Half Agony, Half Hope by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Dec 2025
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“It’s Rozanov, they’re bringing on Rozanov,” he said in a rush.
For a long moment, Shane couldn’t hear or process anything. The world had narrowed then expanded too fast, like he was falling. At some point Hayden started talking again, but he couldn’t understand him. There was only the darkness overhead and the ringing in his ears.
“Shane? Shane, you still there?”
The words filtered through slow and muddy, echoing. Shane’s mouth was dry, his tongue thick, but he managed, “Yeah. I’m here.”
“Okay. You’re not gonna have a panic attack, right? Cause that would be bad probably, for your head I mean, and I just think—”
Shane stopped listening again.
Rozanov was coming to Montreal. He’d be in the same locker room, skating on the same ice, living in the same fucking city.Three years after Shane broke it off (not that there was anything to break off), he gets a concussion and the Metros bring in Ilya to fill in for him. A breakup and makeup fic inspired by Jane Austen's Persuasion.
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- Part 1 of True Attachment and Constancy Among Men
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Ilya hadn’t known the video existed. If he had known, he would have paid someone to have it destroyed. Would have paid someone to murder Kuznetsov, maybe, just for redundancy's sake. But it was peak stupidity, to keep evidence of your homosexual perversion around in a country where that crime could get you sent to jail for several decades, and Ilya hadn’t thought that Kuznetsov would be that dumb.
Now here Ilya was, watching a video of his fourteen-year-old self on Twitter getting fucked by his former hockey coach.
So. There go the plans for the rest of his life.
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Or: in 2018, during Ilya's last year with the Raiders, an old video is leaked on Twitter. Ilya reacts, or overreacts. Shane does, too.
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- Part 20 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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What if you stayed, but the person who told you to has disappeared?
Neil sat down in the middle of the living room, looked at the empty shelf that had contained Andrew's favorite books, wrapped his arms around his knees, and screamed.
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we survived our death (did we?) by samothy
Completed: 2024-03-03
Work ID: 53427721Relationship Tags:
• Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
• Allison Reynolds/Renee Walker (All For The Game)
• Neil Josten & Allison Reynolds
• Neil Josten & Renee Walker
• Andrew Minyard & Renee WalkerWork Summary:
What if you stayed, but the person who told you to has disappeared?
Neil sat down in the middle of the living room, looked at the empty shelf that had contained Andrew's favorite books, wrapped his arms around his knees, and screamed.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/01
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We Are Never Ever, Ever Getting Back Together (Right?) by sabiEMr
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
06 Aug 2025
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Dazai had left. Maybe Chuuya simply wasn’t worth staying for. Maybe his name didn’t even cross Dazai’s mind the night he left. Why would Chuuya ever care anyway?
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Fukuzawa and Mori decide to have an exchange student program! Chuuya gets sent to the ADA and he's furious because who wants to spend quality time together with your ex? Chaos ensues. Lots of love, crack, crying, and gay people.
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- Part 1 of The “Exchange Student” Program
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Chuuya goes to ada and oh my gosh its PEAK
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I don't want to talk about it for at least 10 business days.
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Minho is cursed. He has to be. There's no other explanation for how he ended up with a ruined career, busted leg, and is now sitting across the table from the ex-boyfriend who broke his heart. And did he mention how he just learned said ex-boyfriend had a threesome with his best friend? Yeah... one hundred percent cursed... and definitely, one thousand percent not still in love with Han Jisung... maybe...
_________The roulette wheel of emotions, spinning since the week before when he’d first seen Jisung again finally slows to land on one… want. His bruised soul rustles inside of him at the realization. He still wants Jisung…
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Minho is just as beautiful as he remembered. Just as perfect. A flawless collection of delicate lines and sharp angles that had never failed to steal his sanity away. It’d been like that since the first time Jisung saw him. The handsome bartender the forbidden fruit in his garden of Eden. Tired of denying himself and desperate for a taste of sin he’d sworn it would only happen once.
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and who will be your hero? by paperwhites (xyternals)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
31 May 2026
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There are many things Choi Beomgyu, a mere salaried worker with a degree in Business Administration, living in South Korea, should not know.
Like how to wash blood cleanly off his carpets, properly toss out bits of bloodied flesh and strip surfaces clean of any DNA traces. How to extract bullets, realign broken bones and cauterise wounds.
Oh, but he does.
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cornelia street by alphalupi
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 May 2026
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During his first World Juniors, Canada's Shane Hollander met America's Carter Vaughan in the hotel lobby and the rest is history.
This story is a look at a Shane with a best friend who tugs him out of his shell, a friend who pushes him to expand his circle, who helps him find the confidence to stand up for himself. His journey isn't without pitfalls, but one change, one extra person solidly in his corner who loves every jagged piece of him, takes him to new places and lets him take new risks.
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Or: what would happen if Carter 'Ally' Vaughan was Shane's best friend and maybe, just maybe, the gays were a little messier?
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Draco’s voice shook. “You don’t know what it’s like to have you. No one knows what it’s like to lose you.” A sob fled from him. “Please don’t make me be the first.”
Harry’s face crumpled, looking away, and Draco knew then it was over.
“It’s my past, it must be. I asked before and you said –”
“I have forgiven you –”
“I am a person!” Then quieter, “A person; not just something to be forgiven.”~
With his family’s name and misdeeds laying heavily upon him, Draco Malfoy returns to Hogwarts for a torturous eighth year. He finds himself unrequitedly in love with Harry Potter and at odds with everyone around him, even the bricks. While navigating the post-war world, he is forced to decide both who he is and what he wants.
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i felt so bad for draco in here 💔
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Great fic, cry a bit and kinda want to strangle Harry
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The Shape of Home by Barbidoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Six months after breaking his omega’s heart, hockey superstar Ilya Rozanov goes feral on live television. While the world watches in horror, Shane Hollander runs toward the alpha who destroyed him because despite the pain, his omega still knows exactly where home is.
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- Part 4 of One Night Stories
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So frickin cute
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think of the children by bluejayblueskies for SupposedToBeWriting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jun 2026
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Ilya sees the post at 11:47 AM.
What the fuck, Svetlana had texted, and below that, Did Shane get hacked? I hope he deleted your dick pics if so.
And then, because Svetlana knows he’d rather throw himself into the Rideau Canal than check social media when there’s breaking news about him, there’s a single Instagram link. A post from @shanehollanderhockeyplayer, which is still, Ilya maintains, an absurdly long and unwieldy username for a man with over a million followers.
Ilya clicks the link. He’s expecting to see four candid photos, a well-crafted statement from Farah, a bold declaration of the rumors are true, and fuck you very much.
Instead, he sees three paragraphs of Shane Hollander, his fiancé, love of his life, publicly breaking up with him.
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Or, Shane Hollander realizes that getting kidnapped isn’t anything like what it is in the movies. Neither is getting blackmailed. It’s less like a bang and more like a whimper.
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Bloodymary Royalty AU by Perpetual_Scribe
Fandom Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026)
12 Jun 2026
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What started at bloodymary prince x guard smut became a whole world oops.
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