A God's Memoir

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• A Cruel Fantasy by arbitraryBearie

  Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Underage Sex
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  04 May 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Underage Sex
  • America/Russia (Hetalia)
  • France (Hetalia)/Jeanne d'Arc | Joan of Arc
  • Canada/Netherlands (Hetalia)
  • Germany/North Italy (Hetalia)
  • Austria/Hungary (Hetalia)
  • minor America/England
  • onesided america/south italy
  • America (Hetalia)
  • Russia (Hetalia)
  • England (Hetalia)
  • Canada (Hetalia)
  • Germany (Hetalia)
  • North Italy (Hetalia)
  • Japan (Hetalia)
  • Hungary (Hetalia)
  • Psychological Trauma
  • Past Abuse
  • Supernatural Elements
  • Yandere Russia
  • Dark Russia (Hetalia)
  • Codependency
  • Alternate Universe - High School
  • Attempted Rape/Non-Con
  • Break the Cutie Trope
  • Kidnapping
  • Stalking
  • Plot Twists
  • Murder
  • Dubious Consent
  • Survival
  • Manipulation
  • Toxic Relationship
  • Soulmates
  • Based on 未来日記 | Mirai Nikki | Future Diary
  • Coming of Age
  • Dark Romance
  • Obsession
  • Obsessive Russia (Hetalia)
  • Savior Complex
  • Past Child Abuse
  • Grief/Mourning
  • death game
  • Survival Game
  • no beta we die like...lol
  • Character Death
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Trauma
  • Serial Killers
  • Italian Mafia
  • Detectives
  • Pining
  • God is Apathetic
  • Religious Themes
  • References to Ancient Greek and Roman Religion & Lore
  • Slow Romance
  • Plot Heavy
  • Guilt
  • Character Development
  • No Future Diary Knowledge Required
  • Blood and Violence
  • Guns
  • star-crossed lovers
  • Angst and Romance
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Russia Needs a Hug (Hetalia)
  • America Needs a Hug (Hetalia)
  • Actually Everyone Needs A Hug
  • Morally Grey Characters
  • Smart America (Hetalia)
  • Possessive Russia (Hetalia)
  • Bittersweet Ending

  Summary

  "I'm crazy? What's crazy is this world that refuses to let me be with you!"

  —

  Alfred's seemingly perfect world changes when he's thrust into a survival game with eleven other contenders, each competing for the title of God. To make matters worse, the new kid is a complete psycho who claims to be madly in love with him, and is ironically his best chance for survival. MiraiNikki|FutureDiary!AU.

  Series

  • Part 1 of A God's Memoir

  Language:

  English

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