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Hold Me Tight by goosie_grey
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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Five times Ilya Rozanov traded something for affection, and one time someone loved him for free.
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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A Soft Small Body by CatGrass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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Ilya honestly doesn't remember much for the next few weeks. He remembers waking up, occasionally, his body and their bed empty. The sun high and Shane's side of the bed cold. He remembers watching the sheets change color under the moving sun. He remembers not really caring. He remembers apple slices, left on his bedside table with sweet notes he cannot recall. He remembers nibbling on one and feeling the honeyed tang of it spill over his dry mouth.
Ilya remembers Shane's arms around his waist and his chest pressed against his back. He remembers Shane whispering “I love you” like it means ‘I miss you.’
Ilya misses him too.
(Or, After a depressive episode, Ilya has to change his meds, his new ones give him sexual dysfunction. Everyone (mostly Ilya) has some Feelings about this. Shane comes up with a creative solution to make Ilya feel better.)
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- Part 4 of Sub Top Ilya Week 2026
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The Ways to Tie us Together by CatGrass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jun 2026
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“No?” Shane asks. He tightens his grip, watching as Ilya’s flush turns white around his fingers. “No you’re not a brat? No you’re not pathetic? No you’re not as stupid as a puppy?”
Ilya pants into the space between them. Shane smiles, forcing Ilya’s head up and down and up and down and-
“Yes you are? You are all those things?”
Ilya struggles against his hold, thumping his head into the wall behind him in his efforts to shake his head ‘no’. Shane digs his nails in, drawing a quiet whimper from Ilya.
“Good,” he whispers. “Glad we’re on the same page, at least.”
(Or, Ilya is bratting by not playing well. Shane sees and takes him apart when they get home.)
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- Part 2 of Sub Top Ilya Week 2026
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Your Hand to Hold by CatGrass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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On his third set of breaths, Ilya takes a jerky step forward and leans his forehead to Shane's.
“Ilya,” Shane whispers.
Ilya nods into his face, it makes Shane's forehead squish a little awkwardly, but it is a small price to pay when Ilya is relaxing, bit by bit.
(Or, Shane notices Ilya trapped in a conversation with one of his old hook ups, he takes him somewhere a bit more private to take care of his boy.)
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- Part 1 of Sub Top Ilya Week 2026