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After losing her voice and running away, Rumi reflects on the edge of the building while looking at the sky.
Mira and Zoey, who arrive to see her looking out onto the street, misunderstand what is happening.
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You’ve struggled with panic attacks since you were a kid, and past experiences told you to never tell anyone about them, not even the girls you call your sisters. Until you feel the panic ripple through you at rehearsal and your secrets out. How will the Kats react? Will they continue to show you their love is truly unconditional? And will you be able to hear it?
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You have a panic attack at rehearsal, but it’s okay the Kats are there. Your web of lies about your anxiety, your parents, your childhood, everything unravels. There are soft moments and self-doubt, and a lot of angst but everyone is healing and everyone is loved/
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- Part 1 of the mountain is you
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Hands Behind My Back, I Fall Apart by Nothing0To8See4
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
21 Apr 2026
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"They would die for you. It is only fair that you do this for them, don't you think?"
Celine was right, she's always right. They would never love her if they knew _what_ she was. This. This is something she can do for them. Make sure they get stronger and stronger until they no longer need her.
Celine wasn't hurting her, she was helping them.
"So, will you keep fighting me or will you help me help them?"
Celine's voice was soft, careful, soaked in tenderness. She just wanted what was best for them.
How can Rumi say no?
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Growing up, Celine used Rumi as a test subject to try out new weapons against demons.
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Rumi relying on the others? Not as uncommon as you may think
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She liked *them*. Both. Equally. In different ways that bent toward the same unbearable center.
And they were *dating* each other.
The thought struck like a physical blow, knocking her breath out from the inside. Of course they were. Of course they had chosen each other; they fit, they made sense, they were a pair that moved like they’d been in love for years.
Where was Rumi supposed to go with a feeling this big when the space she wanted was already occupied? The shame of it rose hot—too late, too much, too obvious. It curdled into something bitter she didn’t recognize in herself.
“You like Zoey...and Zoey likes *you*.” The words left her tasting ash. “There is no space for me...not like that.”
The sentence trembled in the air between them, thin as glass. And then it shattered. Rumi couldn’t handle it.
“What?” Mira’s alarm was immediate, genuine; she leaned in like proximity could stop a misunderstanding from hardening into a fact. “Rumi that’s no—”
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Or the Coffeeshop/Tattoo Artist/Piercer Au no one asked for.
And of course They Were Roomates
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A broken soul trapped in the nastiest shell (How can you sleep or live with yourself?) by a_bird_who_is_like_no_other
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
27 Jun 2025
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Rumi doesn’t leave.
She doesn’t want to. Even if she had tried, it would probably have been impossible – Zoey and Mira have positively caged her in, and she doesn’t think there's a way of escaping. She’s basically buried underneath them.
She… she likes it.
The way they don’t seem to shy away from her, the way both of them seem to seek physical contact.
She doesn’t even think that anyone ever hugged her, before she met her team.
And now, she’s here, between her first and best friends – and Zoey keeps burying her head in Rumi’s shoulder, whenever she laughs too much; and Mira’s legs are pressed against her own, and the taller girl absentmindedly grabs her hand every now and then.She thinks she might like it - being held like this.
– .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –
In which the Honmoon is more than just a shield protecting the world from demons - it is a net, is a connection, it binds souls together and never lets them go again. And it has chosen. Rumi is just left to wonder if, despite of what she is, the other two parts of her soul will be able to love her, still.
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