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Hello everyone! Um I've been planning another story for a while that is purely Pearl angst with some Gempearl angst along with it.
It's going to be my AU so for any stuff you see you can always ask or I'll probably leave little notes, most likely the second option
Should mention that it'll be all first person(Pearl's POV obviously)
But anyways-
Warnings(Can't have an angsty story without warnings):
Smoking addiction, SH, eating disorder, abuse/child abuse, blood, insecurity, sleep deprivation/insomnia (does that count as a warning?), scars, homophobia, attempting suicide/killing self, and transphobia
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For any explanation on the transphobia one in my AU Pearl is trans(mtf) so if you get confused why younger Pearl gets referred as a boy, then that's why. And when it's younger Pearl it'll say Grian as that's her dead name.
Why? Becauseeeeeeee
Grian and Pearl are twins and both trans, but they swapped names during their transition Pearl was born as Grian and Grian was born as Pearl And during their pre-transitioning they decided to swap identities for the fun of it The people who they knew after transitioning didn't know why "Pearl"(Grian) got shorter and now has black eyes and "Grian" (Pearl) got taller and now has sky blueish eyes. Taurtis was especially confused until they told him And they never told anyone else because they thought it was funny to just leave them confused. They told the hermits about it during season 8 which got them laughing. To them, swapping names was the only sensible option once they realized they were both trans. (I'll figure out the hybrid situation later)
Pearl also has OCD, anorexia nervosa, and PTSD
If you can't tell I love traumatizing Pearl, love traumatizing my fav mcyter
But on with the story! Woohoo!