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Spotify Playlist to go with the book: Chiaroscuro Playlist
The wrought iron gates of no. 42 had been locked for so long that the neighborhood ivy had completely claimed them, weaving through the rusted bars like a living green shroud.
To the rest of the street, the estate was a grand looming haunted house. It was a building where the curtains were always drawn, where the gravel driveway remained untouched by car tires, and where a private landscaping crew arrived exactly twice a year to keep the sprawling grounds from entirely swallowing the pavement. Rumor had it the place belonged to some wealthy government official who was permanently stationed overseas. A man who preferred to let a multi-million pound piece of London real estate gather dust rather than sell it.
To you, the mansion was simply a magnificent moody architectural backdrop.
From the 2nd story window of your house, a converted brightly painted Edwardian semi-detached that sat right along the property line, the neighboring estate was visual inspiration. It was all sharp angles, dark slate rooflines, and deep dramatic shadows. For the past 3 years, you had used its stark silhouette as a baseline for your perspective studies while you hustled to get your art career off the ground in hopes of achieving your dream of landing a major gallery exhibition.
Your house was a living manifestation to that hustle. The front door was painted a cheerful defiant shade of teal. Pots of unruly marigolds and lavender lined your small front porch and inside, the scent of linseed oil and fresh coffee was permanently baked into the walls.
It was the exact antithesis of the cold stone giant next door.
The shift happened on a Tuesday at precisely 3 in the morning.
You were standing in front of a massive 6 foot canvas in your studio, hair aggressively clamped out of your face, a smudge of burnt umber marring your cheek. You were locked in, trying to nail the gradient of a midnight sky, when a low rumble vibrated through the floorboards.
Frowning, you lowered your palette knife and walked over to the window, peering down into the narrow shared driveway below.
A sleek and unmarked black SUV had pulled up to the rusted iron gates. 2 built men stepped out dressed in dark clothing. They didn't speak. In silence, one of them used a bolt cutter to snap the rusted padlock on the gate, swinging the iron doors open with a screeching protest of metal.
The car rolled down the driveway, its headlights cutting dark paths through the overgrown weeds.
When the vehicle stopped, the rear door opened, and a man stepped out. Even from the second story, his sheer size was arresting.
Sweet Mama. You thought.
He was broad-shouldered, towering over the other men, dressed in a heavy gray hoodie and dark cargo trousers. He hauled a battered military duffel bag over one shoulder, gave a brief tight nod to the driver, and walked toward the grand front doors of the mansion.
The vehicle reversed out of the driveway immediately, the gates closing behind it. Within minutes, the dark belly of the mansion swallowed the giant whole, a single dim yellow light flickering to life in the ground floor window before the house plunged back into darkness.
You stared at the empty space for a long moment, the handle of your paintbrush tight in your grip.
The ghost story just came home.
The next morning, the sun rose over London in a rare clear haze.
By 8, you were already out on your front porch steps, a lukewarm mug of coffee cradled in your hands, trying to summon the energy to drag a massive crate of new art supplies out of the back of your tiny hatchback. The delivery driver had left the wooden crate right at the edge of the curb, claiming it was "too heavy for residential doorstep delivery," leaving you entirely stranded with 50 pounds of raw canvas stretchers and stone-carving clay.
You sighed, setting your coffee down, and walked to the edge of your property line to inspect the crate.
"When did they build this?"
The voice was deep and rough. It stood out in the quiet morning. You startled, turning around so fast you nearly tripped over your own sneakers.
Standing right at the edge of the shared brick wall separating your yards was the man from last night. Up close, the word massive felt like an understatement. He easily cleared 6'1, his chest and shoulders thick enough to block out the sun behind him. He was wearing the same faded gray hoodie, the sleeves pushed up to reveal forearms mapped with pale scars.
But it was his face that caught you off guard. Exhaustion painted on his face. Deep circles bruised the skin under his blue eyes, and a rough stubble lined his heavy jaw. He was holding a plain black mug, dark steam rising from it, staring at your brightly painted teal door as if it had personally insulted his entire lineage.
You blinked taking him in, before a small smile tugged at the corner of your lips. He looked like an action movie character who had accidentally bumbled into a cozy suburban neighborhood.
"About 3 years ago, actually." You replied, resting a hand on the wooden crate. "I'm guessing you're the mysterious owner everyone on the block gossips about? I was starting to think you were a myth."
The man didn't smile. His eyes slowly drifted from your front door, past the colorful pots of marigolds, and finally landed on you. He looked at you with a strange gaze. But as his gaze lingered on your paint-splattered oversized shirt and the messy bun on top of your head, the tension in his jaw dropped a fraction of a millimeter.
"Chris." He grunted. He didn't offer a last name. "And I don't keep track of the neighborhood."
"Clearly." You chuckled, entirely unfazed by his gruff exterior. You told him your name before welcoming him to the neigborhood. "Well, welcome back to life, Chris. I'm your neighbor. If my music ever gets too loud while I'm painting, just bang on the wall."
The older man looked at the wooden crate next to you, then back at you, noting the way your small frame looked entirely mismatched against the heavy cargo. He took a slow sip of his coffee, his eyes tracking a card that rolled down the street. His posture tightening instantly until the car passed by without stopping.
He was running on instincts, his mind clearly trapped somewhere far away from the quiet suburbs. You could see the invisible weight pressing down on his shoulders.
"You need help with that?" He asked abruptly, gesturing to the crate with his chin.
"Oh, no, it's fine! I have a trolley inside, I can—"
Before you could finish your sentence, Chris set his coffee mug down on the flat top of the brick wall. He stepped over the low boundary line with an effortless stride, completely ignoring your protests.
He stopped in front of the wooden crate. Without a single visible ounce of strain, his calloused hands gripped the edges of the wood. His biceps flexed beneath the fabric of his hoodie, veins popping slightly against the scars on his skin, and he hoisted the massive crate into his arms as if it were filled with feathers.
You stopped talking, your mouth gaping in awe, lowkey terrified of the strength of the man in front of you.
Okay then.
"Where?" He asked, looking down at you, his expression a deadpan.
"Uh... inside. Right through the door." You stammered, quickly stepping backward to clear a path for him.
As he walked past you, the faint scent of his cologne and tobacco brushed against your senses. He took up an impossible amount of space on your small porch, his hulking body casting a big shadow over your colorful entryway. He stepped carefully into your house, his eyes instantly darting around the hallway.
He dropped the crate exactly where you pointed, the heavy wood settling onto your floorboards with a dull thud.
When straightening up, he looked out of place. He was a titan standing amidst delicate fairy lights, hanging plants, and half-finished oil paintings leaning against the hallway walls. He looked terrified to move an inch, his broad shoulders tensing as if he were worried a single wrong step would shatter your entire artsy oasis.
"Thanks." You said softly, walking over to stand near him. "You really didn't have to do that."
Chris rubbed the back of his thick neck, his eyes lingering on a vibrant canvas drying near the stairs. A swirling abstract piece full of light. For a man whose eyes had spent weeks staring at the dark snowy horrors of a ruined European village, the sudden explosion of color felt almost blinding.
"Don't worry about it." He muttered. He began to back out of your hallway seemingly eager to retreat to his dark sanctuary before he contaminated your space with his own heavy shadows. "Just... lock your doors at night."
You blinked at the sudden ominous piece of advice. "I always do. But thanks, neighbor."
Chris stiffened slightly, his blue eyes flashing with a brief haunted look before he masked it, stepping back onto the porch. "Just Chris."
Without another word, he walked back to the property line, grabbed his coffee mug from the brick wall, and disappeared back through the heavy doors of his silent mansion.
You stood in your doorway, watching the heavy oak door click shut across the driveway. You looked down at the massive crate he had moved so effortlessly, then up at his dark windows.
Chiaroscuro. You thought to yourself, the art term flashing vividly in your mind. The contrast of dark and light existing right next door to each other.
Your big break was waiting to be painted, but as you looked at the brooding mansion next door, you realized the most compelling subject you had ever encountered had just moved in.
The heavy oak front door closed, locking out the blinding morning sun, but Chris didn't move away from it immediately. He stood in the dim stale air of his own entrance hall, his forehead resting against the cool wood, closing his eyes as his chest rose and fell in a slow breath.
He felt entirely out of his depth.
He had spent the last week fighting the higher ups just to keep the Hound Wolf Squad from being court-martialed, processing the absolute clusterfuck that had happened in Romania, and drowning in the memory of Ethan Winters. He was supposed to be completely off the grid. On mandatory psychiatric leave. He had chosen this old forgotten estate precisely because it was supposed to be surrounded by nothing but quiet, predictable, unremarkable suburbia.
Yet the girl next door had completely caught him off guard.
He turned around, his boots echoing hollowly on the dusty floorboards as he walked toward the kitchen. The house was exactly as he had left it years ago. Functional and dead. The air tasted like copper and dust. When he looked down at his right hand, the skin across his knuckles was tight, a faint tremor in his fingers that usually didn't start until the adrenaline entirely wore off.
He walked over to the window, pulling the heavy velvet curtain back just a fraction of an inch to look across the shared driveway.
Her house was... loud. Even from a distance, the amount of color made his eyes ache. He hadn't known the local council had even approved a build on that plot while he was overseas. It was small and practically screamed for attention with that bright teal door.
He watched through the gap in the curtains as she dragged a lighter bag of supplies out of the car. She had paint on her face. A smear of blue right along her cheekbone that she hadn't blossomed to wipe off and her hair was held up by a plastic clip that looked like it was holding on for dear life.
She was safe. Totally oblivious to the kinds of horrors that kept him awake until dawn and he wanted to keep it that way.
When he had stepped into her hallway to drop that crate, the sensory overload had almost made him pull his weapon out of sheer habit. The air had smelled like coffee and whatever chemicals she used for those canvases, warm and alive. He had felt like a bull in a china shop, terrified that if he shifted his weight too quickly, he'd crush something fragile.
Chris dropped the curtain, letting the kitchen plunge back into the shadows. He rubbed a heavy hand over his face, feeling the thick stubble along his jaw, and stared at the empty countertop.
He had come back here to rot in peace, to let the silence of an empty mansion drown out the screaming in his own head. But as he took a sip of his coffee, he realized his bedroom window faced right toward her studio.
He was going to see those lights tonight. And for the first time in a very long time, Chris wasn't entirely sure if he wanted the dark to win.