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Chapter 1 : The Apparatchik
The heat inside the trailer was stifling despite the open window. Legasov had been hunched over his notes for the better part of an hour, the same calculations that never quite resolved. He reached for his cigarettes without looking up, shook one loose and settled it between his lips without lighting it.
The door opened with a little too much force.
Shcherbina threw documents and plans onto the table without a word. The sheets skidded across the surface and some slipped to the floor, but neither man bent to pick them up.
"Explain yourself."
Legasov looked up. He took in the plans, then Boris's face, his jaw set, shoulders high. He set down his pen, the unlit cigarette still between his lips.
"Boris—"
The Chairman took the cigarette from him. A clean, final gesture. He set it on the table between them like evidence.
"You sent these directly to the engineers. Without consulting me. They started revising the material orders this morning. This morning, Valery!"
Legasov stood and reclaimed the cigarette, turning it between his fingers with an almost casual air.
"The readings on the west side have been unstable for three weeks. You know that."
"I don't give a shit about your reasons. " Boris stepped toward him, too close for an ordinary conversation. "I'm asking you why you signed off on something that was supposed to come through me."
Legasov tucked the cigarette back between his lips to free his hands, he wanted to show the readings, began searching under the documents Boris had spread across the desk.
"These adjustments follow directly from my analysis. I assessed that—"
Boris took the cigarette again, still unlit. The gesture stopped Legasov cold mid-search.
"Six to eight weeks. A west wall, a reinforced slab… six to eight additional weeks, minimum. We approved the Energoproekt plans together, Valery."
"If the containment fails in five years because we saved three metres of concrete, what exactly would it have mattered to meet the deadline?" Legasov answered as he took the cigarette back with a tired, almost automatic movement.
"Moscow will never agree to it."
Legasov opened his hands, the cigarette held between two fingers, that gesture of self-evident logic that always irritated Boris.
"Then convince them. That's your job, isn't it?"
Boris pinched the bridge of his nose, his eyes closing for a beat too long.
"I can't. The inauguration has to be in November."
A silence. Legasov studied him carefully, then reached for his lighter.
"They want to inaugurate the sarcophagus for the parade."
Shcherbina said nothing. He simply held Legasov's gaze, the irritation plain on his face.
The lighter clicked. The cigarette caught. Legasov drew a long breath, slowly, eyes still on Boris.
"That is completely insane."
"What matters to Moscow is controlling the story. And as long as we need their resources, their men, their concrete… orders are orders."
"Even if the sarcophagus is insufficient?!"
"Even if the sarcophagus is imperfect."
Valery let out a short, sharp sound, a humourless laugh.
"No matter how many lives it costs? Only an Apparatchik could accept that."
The silence that followed was a different kind entirely.
Boris took the cigarette from his fingers, not like before, not the same gesture. This one was abrupt. He drew a long pull without looking away. Legasov said nothing, watching his friend's face darken, visibly struck by the accusation.
Then Boris stepped toward him. Just once. The toe of his shoe met Legasov's and neither man moved back.
"You should have consulted me."
His voice was perfectly level. His breathing was not, it was too short, faintly unsteady, betraying what the rest of him refused to show. After another deep drag that must have completely filled his lungs with smoke, Boris pinched the cigarette between his thumb and forefinger and placed it back between Legasov’s lips himself, a way of silencing him. His fingers grazed his colleague's chin, neither gentle nor unkind. He bent to gather the plans from the desk, then the ones that had fallen at Legasov's feet.
The professeur hadn't moved. He was barely breathing. Shcherbina left without waiting for an answer. The door didn't even slam.
Legasov stood motionless, the filter, warm and damp from Boris's lips, pressed against his own. He felt something contract in his chest: guilt, and something else underneath it that he didn't look at directly, something that had no place here, in this irradiated zone, in this life.
Apparatchik. The word was still ringing. He pressed his lips against the filter, almost without meaning to, and closed his eyes. The feeling in his stomach had nothing to do with Moscow or the sarcophagus anymore. Just the sudden, unbearable awareness that he had hurt someone who hadn't deserved those words, and the complete impossibility of taking them back.